haha. you're probablying going ~yikes~ at the title. its a song by all american rejects. its nice. i like ~natural disaster~ by the plain white T's too.
this week has been hectic. study study study. exam exam. more papers. more masks. more tissues. more haze. terrible weather we have.
i'm so happy. i'm so happy. and only some people will know. gosh. hehe. i cant believe it. lol. hahahhahaha.
anyways, my teachers are extra paranoid now that my school has two confirmed H1N1 patients and yet my school isnt closing. how perfectly wonderful. we should sue him if it touches any of my friends.
i think i'm really gonna pick up learning the guitar after PMR. i know lotsa people say that. but i really want to. when i see people play the guitar, i feel so inspired and jealous. i wanna play too. ahhahahaha.
anyways, gtg. busy week.
got mich's bday and youth. me, max and jamie made a vid for this weeks announcements. was tiring man. hahha. all of ya'll who come to my church please be there on the 8th of August! THE VID IS AWESOME!
haha, hehe, sigh,
Joyce
Showing posts with label schools smhool. Show all posts
Showing posts with label schools smhool. Show all posts
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
Good girls go baadddd.
I'm currently in LURVE with the song by cobra starship with leighton meester.
not only is she pretty, she's also multi talented. argh.
went to church. i think it really calms me down and makes me happy. church i mean.
hmm. exam exam, please go away, cant you come back another day?
you know how in school madeline foo always says i smell like flowers? you wouldn't believe it mad. someone said i smelled like hong kong feet. i was like WTF? but i dont get angry over petty issues like that so i just gave her a shrug and walked away.
did a facebook quiz. Which Bitch Are You? the answer.
ALPHA BITCH: You are an Alpha bitch. You are dominating and controlling, but your man or friends can't say anything to that because you are so good at everything. You are pretty, smart, funny, social... your boys are lining up for you despite the way you treat them.
i dont treat people that way. or wait. no i dont! i dont dominate and control. if you think otherwise, comment. here or facebook. up to ya'll.
gosh. i miss him like mad. today, i saw this car that looked like his pass by my house. i actually stood up and smiled to myself. this infatuation and admiring is starting to take a toll on me. i mean. i keep expecting something when deep down i know there will be nothing there. i dunno whats wrong with me. i know he'll never be mine. so why do i still bother? argh.
michy's bday coming! hehe. got her gift ady. but still need to go shopping with her. hahaha! after i told her there was sale at charles and keith, she was itching to go! she's like a rebbeca bloomwood malaysian version. if you dont understand, rebbeca bloomwood is the main character of confessions of a shopaholic. i need to get new stuff too. like shoes and a jacket. preferably ballet flats and a grey jacket. hmm. turning girly. aiks. hope i dont turn into one of those high pitched squealing creatures. hahahaha.
i wanna go to kl la!!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE MY GRANDMOTHER! I DO THINK STUDIES COME FIRST WHAT ABOUT FAMILY??? DOESN'T THAT COME FIRST? ARGH.
i think i'm slightly scrambled up now. its like. just when i thought my life was totally under control, it spiraled right out and slapped me across my face.
hurting and in pain,
joyce
not only is she pretty, she's also multi talented. argh.
went to church. i think it really calms me down and makes me happy. church i mean.
hmm. exam exam, please go away, cant you come back another day?
you know how in school madeline foo always says i smell like flowers? you wouldn't believe it mad. someone said i smelled like hong kong feet. i was like WTF? but i dont get angry over petty issues like that so i just gave her a shrug and walked away.
did a facebook quiz. Which Bitch Are You? the answer.
ALPHA BITCH: You are an Alpha bitch. You are dominating and controlling, but your man or friends can't say anything to that because you are so good at everything. You are pretty, smart, funny, social... your boys are lining up for you despite the way you treat them.
i dont treat people that way. or wait. no i dont! i dont dominate and control. if you think otherwise, comment. here or facebook. up to ya'll.
gosh. i miss him like mad. today, i saw this car that looked like his pass by my house. i actually stood up and smiled to myself. this infatuation and admiring is starting to take a toll on me. i mean. i keep expecting something when deep down i know there will be nothing there. i dunno whats wrong with me. i know he'll never be mine. so why do i still bother? argh.
michy's bday coming! hehe. got her gift ady. but still need to go shopping with her. hahaha! after i told her there was sale at charles and keith, she was itching to go! she's like a rebbeca bloomwood malaysian version. if you dont understand, rebbeca bloomwood is the main character of confessions of a shopaholic. i need to get new stuff too. like shoes and a jacket. preferably ballet flats and a grey jacket. hmm. turning girly. aiks. hope i dont turn into one of those high pitched squealing creatures. hahahaha.
i wanna go to kl la!!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE MY GRANDMOTHER! I DO THINK STUDIES COME FIRST WHAT ABOUT FAMILY??? DOESN'T THAT COME FIRST? ARGH.
i think i'm slightly scrambled up now. its like. just when i thought my life was totally under control, it spiraled right out and slapped me across my face.
hurting and in pain,
joyce
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Catch me if you can...........
have been having quite a number of bad days. family matters intruding my every brain cell.
sorry if i havent been around. been pretty busy and away.
sorry if i caused any amount of trouble for ya'll.
been pretty insulting due to my bad moods. sorry stephen!
hmm. i miss him alot and there's nothing i can do. haha. cliche i know.
I love you grandma! YOU'RE THE BEST GMA IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE!
loving, praising, missing, crying and apologising,
joyce
sorry if i havent been around. been pretty busy and away.
sorry if i caused any amount of trouble for ya'll.
been pretty insulting due to my bad moods. sorry stephen!
hmm. i miss him alot and there's nothing i can do. haha. cliche i know.
I love you grandma! YOU'RE THE BEST GMA IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE!
loving, praising, missing, crying and apologising,
joyce
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
sometimes, i feel stupid when i talk to you.
sometimes, when you call me and talk to me, i feel comforted by your voice but when we talk, i feel really stupid compared to you. you.re smart and everything that i'm not.
anyways, i've not been in school for two days. kinda miss it. hehe. a lil. sick. cramps. darn. anyway, been studying alot. my brain's getting sore. ahahah. if thats even possible.
had dinner with bien and nikki the other night at Nok Thai. Great food. loved it. Dad was telling us loads of stories bout the olden days when he was young and adventurous. well, he isnt young now but he aint old but the same old adventure runs through him.
izzat made a funny video bout PMR. you guys can view it on his facebook profile. its hilarious. audio effects are awesome. ahahah.
still missing you and you dont even know.
haha. i did all these stupid quizzes in class and four came out lawyer and three came out doctor. my friends were all very consistent. always either teacher or artist or the others repeatedly again. i was once of those people who had several choices. aiks.
confused, crazy about you, stupidly studying
joyce
anyways, i've not been in school for two days. kinda miss it. hehe. a lil. sick. cramps. darn. anyway, been studying alot. my brain's getting sore. ahahah. if thats even possible.
had dinner with bien and nikki the other night at Nok Thai. Great food. loved it. Dad was telling us loads of stories bout the olden days when he was young and adventurous. well, he isnt young now but he aint old but the same old adventure runs through him.
izzat made a funny video bout PMR. you guys can view it on his facebook profile. its hilarious. audio effects are awesome. ahahah.
still missing you and you dont even know.
haha. i did all these stupid quizzes in class and four came out lawyer and three came out doctor. my friends were all very consistent. always either teacher or artist or the others repeatedly again. i was once of those people who had several choices. aiks.
confused, crazy about you, stupidly studying
joyce
Monday, June 29, 2009
listening to an angel's voice.
listening to lia's voice while typing this. she has a really nice voice. hmm. makes me wanna learn the guitar even more.
hey monday candles.
her songs. handwritten. memory filled. heartfelt songs.
love. its contagious and heartwrenching.
yet we all go looking for it.
weird.
missing him since didnt see him last week.
argh.
joyce
hey monday candles.
her songs. handwritten. memory filled. heartfelt songs.
love. its contagious and heartwrenching.
yet we all go looking for it.
weird.
missing him since didnt see him last week.
argh.
joyce
Saturday, June 20, 2009
oopsies! hehe!
sorry! have been going around crazy with homework and projects and teachers extra favours that i've been negleccting my blog. hehe.
okay. so here's what i've been up to.
hmm. lets see. the 2nd week of hols i had class. so it was kinda sad but fun. we all sat in our preferred groups and made as much fun outta the new teachers and laughed loudly with not a care for them. hehe. i know it sounds mean but when you do it, you'll know how much fun and joy it brings. haha! found out my long time friend likes me which made go all WHAT??? SERIOUS????. haha. if you know me then you know la what my face looked like. so yeah. turns out everytime he claims he wants to borrow my pens or whatever is just so he can see me. now i'm like erm..... what should i do????. and then the one of the day in extra class he got put beside me in class for like an hour and i well.... kinda ignored him entirely. people claim he tried talking to me but i seriously did not hear a squeak outta him. i'm speaking the truth! i wasnt being mean i just didnt hear him!
i went to youth on saturday. 13th of june. Vincent Lai. my cousin. i think. hehe. relative la! haha. He gave a sermon. He talked about having long term and stable relationships. not the dating relationships but friendships that last. it was both interesting and funny. he kept asking whether we were okay, and everytime he did, all of us just said yes! and giggled. he was blushing constantly! hahaha!
IU DAY! haha! it was fun. although the heat was almost unbearable, it was just something on the side. the atmosphere was totally filled with laughter and joy! the performances were okay la! hahaha! although there were some eyecandy! hahahah! i think both boys and girls were like on check-that-out mode. was quite happy. meeting new people and stuff like that. i like meeting new people! ahhaha! although alotta people call me shy at times. hehe. i admit. sometimes. hehe.
hmm. oh yeah. my dad's 50th bday party! am so proud of him. i think the older generation can really throw awesome parties! not that their old. i mean. i think its because their all the same par that they mix so well and their inner child comes out and i've gotta say this, i really prefer the older generation parties than my own age. i think its because their all comfortable in their own skin, they all can sing really well, and they know all the right moves on the dance floor! i was like wow! aunty juliet can shake her hips like shakira! she's sixty! hahahaha! and uncle walter nair, uncle tony and uncle ganesh can really sing! they belted out tunes that were almost like the originals bands way back when i listened to the casettes! the songs may have been oldies but i loved the songs! there was this auntie from hijauan bengkoka corp. that my dad knew way back when they were kids and she sang this super-flirty happy birthday song! the lyrics were like: i know i'm not your girl anymore but i do wish you a very very happy birthday! my mom was like laughing soooo hard. i didnt know whether she was doing sarcasm or she was being territorial! hahaha! me, nikki and sister char sang a few songs too! ahhaa! my dad's party was a hit! his friends were asking for another party the day after! hahaha! something bout karaoke, the dance floor and a bar makes everyone happy and high! hahahahha!
so now, everyone's back to normal school mode and its all studies now. hmm.
i was reading chicken soup for the soul teenage IV. read a poem. and it felt like my situation right there and then. may post in up.
i'm missing my grandparents. i really wanna go back to kl and see them.
Saturday 20th June. woke up at 7. went to school at 8 till 12. then went to tuition 3-5. came home to shower and change for youth. had a blast. i love going to church and praising the Lord. Met Edrea's eldest brother Evan. their all giants. haha. tall.
thats all for now. might post some pics in facebook. later.
i'd never go against the wind,
joyce
okay. so here's what i've been up to.
hmm. lets see. the 2nd week of hols i had class. so it was kinda sad but fun. we all sat in our preferred groups and made as much fun outta the new teachers and laughed loudly with not a care for them. hehe. i know it sounds mean but when you do it, you'll know how much fun and joy it brings. haha! found out my long time friend likes me which made go all WHAT??? SERIOUS????. haha. if you know me then you know la what my face looked like. so yeah. turns out everytime he claims he wants to borrow my pens or whatever is just so he can see me. now i'm like erm..... what should i do????. and then the one of the day in extra class he got put beside me in class for like an hour and i well.... kinda ignored him entirely. people claim he tried talking to me but i seriously did not hear a squeak outta him. i'm speaking the truth! i wasnt being mean i just didnt hear him!
i went to youth on saturday. 13th of june. Vincent Lai. my cousin. i think. hehe. relative la! haha. He gave a sermon. He talked about having long term and stable relationships. not the dating relationships but friendships that last. it was both interesting and funny. he kept asking whether we were okay, and everytime he did, all of us just said yes! and giggled. he was blushing constantly! hahaha!
IU DAY! haha! it was fun. although the heat was almost unbearable, it was just something on the side. the atmosphere was totally filled with laughter and joy! the performances were okay la! hahaha! although there were some eyecandy! hahahah! i think both boys and girls were like on check-that-out mode. was quite happy. meeting new people and stuff like that. i like meeting new people! ahhaha! although alotta people call me shy at times. hehe. i admit. sometimes. hehe.
hmm. oh yeah. my dad's 50th bday party! am so proud of him. i think the older generation can really throw awesome parties! not that their old. i mean. i think its because their all the same par that they mix so well and their inner child comes out and i've gotta say this, i really prefer the older generation parties than my own age. i think its because their all comfortable in their own skin, they all can sing really well, and they know all the right moves on the dance floor! i was like wow! aunty juliet can shake her hips like shakira! she's sixty! hahahaha! and uncle walter nair, uncle tony and uncle ganesh can really sing! they belted out tunes that were almost like the originals bands way back when i listened to the casettes! the songs may have been oldies but i loved the songs! there was this auntie from hijauan bengkoka corp. that my dad knew way back when they were kids and she sang this super-flirty happy birthday song! the lyrics were like: i know i'm not your girl anymore but i do wish you a very very happy birthday! my mom was like laughing soooo hard. i didnt know whether she was doing sarcasm or she was being territorial! hahaha! me, nikki and sister char sang a few songs too! ahhaa! my dad's party was a hit! his friends were asking for another party the day after! hahaha! something bout karaoke, the dance floor and a bar makes everyone happy and high! hahahahha!
so now, everyone's back to normal school mode and its all studies now. hmm.
i was reading chicken soup for the soul teenage IV. read a poem. and it felt like my situation right there and then. may post in up.
i'm missing my grandparents. i really wanna go back to kl and see them.
Saturday 20th June. woke up at 7. went to school at 8 till 12. then went to tuition 3-5. came home to shower and change for youth. had a blast. i love going to church and praising the Lord. Met Edrea's eldest brother Evan. their all giants. haha. tall.
thats all for now. might post some pics in facebook. later.
i'd never go against the wind,
joyce
Thursday, May 28, 2009
I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! for now. hehe.
I got my results today. i'm happy. though could have been better but whadahell.
been thinking alot about my situation lately. hmm. maybe i should tweak a few things about my life. like my relationship with god. how i talk to my friends and my family. my sisters in particular. maybe i should try to be a lil more soft and quiet. think it'll work?
i need new shoes. and a new phone. my current phone? terrible. its given up on me. not entirely. but its starting to! i need new shoes cause the one i have now are starting to discolor and its freaking me out!
my plans on studying in australia might be coming true! hahaha! am so happy! My dad is thinking about it! in fact, he's been talking about quite often now! my fingers are crossed and i'm praying hard about it too!
been thinking about him lately but you know what? maybe i'm not ready yet. i think i need to prioritize and i dont think boys are first on my list. its gonna be me, God, studies, and then boys. sound good? agreed? okay.
next motion, i've been thinking lately that i really wanna be a doctor. not a dentist. i dont think being a dentist will keep me sane. in fact, i think it'll drive me over the edge. can you imagine seeing the insides of someone mouth everyday? crap. thats insane. Doctors on the other hand do everything from the brain to your toes. i think i'll specialize in either the heart or just specialize in being a general specialist. hehe. i've done research. haha!
i miss IAN PANG!!!!!!!!!!! my teddy bear! he's in aussie. sigh. that chubby thing. hmm.
in fact, both me and yiing really do miss him. he's like the medium between both of us. makes us happy and smiley and crazy. he's like the line between ying and yang which is me and yiing. ahaha!
i havent called my grandparents lately. hmm. might call em later. today duan wu jie which means rice dumpling day. my mom used to make those when she wasnt working. she used to make special ones for me! just beans, sausages and mushrooms! i dont want the eggs or oysters! ahhaha! now, she just buys them. and sincerely, their nothing compared to my moms. i guess thats why i miss the times when she was just a housewife and not a businesswoman. hmm. because of her cooking and her way of making the house feel at clean, lovely and homey. hmm.
now that i have nearly ten days of freedom. i'm going to split it into a few ways. One, study. Two, sleep. Three, run with my dog. Four, go out with friends. Five, study. Six, help mom. Fair enough? hahah.
i think whats most important is that i start sharing more and more of my life with HIM. i think i've been neglecting Him alot. Not praying. Not reading the bible. The only time i do spend time with him is when i go to Youth. and thats only abt three hours. Three hours in one week? thats less than my studying. crap. so now. I'm going to start spending at least half and hour with Him. reading the bible. doing ODJ. praying. i think its going to help me in life and spiritually? right?
hmm. desperate times call for desperate measures. hehe.
you think i dont know.
how wrong could you be,
joyce
been thinking alot about my situation lately. hmm. maybe i should tweak a few things about my life. like my relationship with god. how i talk to my friends and my family. my sisters in particular. maybe i should try to be a lil more soft and quiet. think it'll work?
i need new shoes. and a new phone. my current phone? terrible. its given up on me. not entirely. but its starting to! i need new shoes cause the one i have now are starting to discolor and its freaking me out!
my plans on studying in australia might be coming true! hahaha! am so happy! My dad is thinking about it! in fact, he's been talking about quite often now! my fingers are crossed and i'm praying hard about it too!
been thinking about him lately but you know what? maybe i'm not ready yet. i think i need to prioritize and i dont think boys are first on my list. its gonna be me, God, studies, and then boys. sound good? agreed? okay.
next motion, i've been thinking lately that i really wanna be a doctor. not a dentist. i dont think being a dentist will keep me sane. in fact, i think it'll drive me over the edge. can you imagine seeing the insides of someone mouth everyday? crap. thats insane. Doctors on the other hand do everything from the brain to your toes. i think i'll specialize in either the heart or just specialize in being a general specialist. hehe. i've done research. haha!
i miss IAN PANG!!!!!!!!!!! my teddy bear! he's in aussie. sigh. that chubby thing. hmm.
in fact, both me and yiing really do miss him. he's like the medium between both of us. makes us happy and smiley and crazy. he's like the line between ying and yang which is me and yiing. ahaha!
i havent called my grandparents lately. hmm. might call em later. today duan wu jie which means rice dumpling day. my mom used to make those when she wasnt working. she used to make special ones for me! just beans, sausages and mushrooms! i dont want the eggs or oysters! ahhaha! now, she just buys them. and sincerely, their nothing compared to my moms. i guess thats why i miss the times when she was just a housewife and not a businesswoman. hmm. because of her cooking and her way of making the house feel at clean, lovely and homey. hmm.
now that i have nearly ten days of freedom. i'm going to split it into a few ways. One, study. Two, sleep. Three, run with my dog. Four, go out with friends. Five, study. Six, help mom. Fair enough? hahah.
i think whats most important is that i start sharing more and more of my life with HIM. i think i've been neglecting Him alot. Not praying. Not reading the bible. The only time i do spend time with him is when i go to Youth. and thats only abt three hours. Three hours in one week? thats less than my studying. crap. so now. I'm going to start spending at least half and hour with Him. reading the bible. doing ODJ. praying. i think its going to help me in life and spiritually? right?
hmm. desperate times call for desperate measures. hehe.
you think i dont know.
how wrong could you be,
joyce
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
its going to be over soon!!!!!!!!!
freedom is near!!!! i can smell it!!!!!!!!! but............. its not here yet.......
i know. lame. but its true!!!!!!!!!! its soooooo near yet sooooooooooo far.
the saying goes: time is slow for those who wait.
how true is that saying.
exams are nearly over. nearly. i finished my science, malay, english and history already. and my moral and my health test. i hope i do well. cause if i dont. the unthinkable happens. thats dangerous to even give it a thought.
i wanna go shopping!!!!!! hahahahahah!!!
anyway, my sister mandy is back! she's oh so famous in allsaints! hahahah! its not a surprise though! hahaha! she's is after all pretty, sweet and smart!
my sister coming back can only mean one thang and one thang only!!!!! we get to go for a holiday!!!!!!!! right after the last paper on friday, i get to run away to karambunai resort for a fun weekend! just girls! hahahaha!
i miss having those days with nothing to do! i want them back!!!!!!!!!!
i'm fighting with a supergirl for the ultimate guy. just my luck i guess.
haha. sob.
joyce
i know. lame. but its true!!!!!!!!!! its soooooo near yet sooooooooooo far.
the saying goes: time is slow for those who wait.
how true is that saying.
exams are nearly over. nearly. i finished my science, malay, english and history already. and my moral and my health test. i hope i do well. cause if i dont. the unthinkable happens. thats dangerous to even give it a thought.
i wanna go shopping!!!!!! hahahahahah!!!
anyway, my sister mandy is back! she's oh so famous in allsaints! hahahah! its not a surprise though! hahaha! she's is after all pretty, sweet and smart!
my sister coming back can only mean one thang and one thang only!!!!! we get to go for a holiday!!!!!!!! right after the last paper on friday, i get to run away to karambunai resort for a fun weekend! just girls! hahahaha!
i miss having those days with nothing to do! i want them back!!!!!!!!!!
i'm fighting with a supergirl for the ultimate guy. just my luck i guess.
haha. sob.
joyce
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
hooked on you.
haha. i know i havent blogged much these past few weeks. its cause the pmr toll has already started. the wheels have started turning. truth is I'M NOT READY DAMMNIT!!!!!!
exams start 4th to 8th may! and i'm still here using the comp. sigh. i know i shudnt but i cant help myself.
referring to the title above. hooked on you. there are several things i could mean. like the new laptop my dad got but he aint using yet. my new jeans. the tv. the comp. my phone. a guy.
yes. i said it. a guy. i'm hooked. but no. he aint my bf.
i know its silly to say i'm hooked onto him yet i know i'll never have him.
i mean. imagine this.
the guy. sweet,thoughtful, charming, smart and athletic.
me? ........ have no idea how to describe my self in comparison of him.
but yeah i know pathetic.
anyways, i miss having so much time to laze around and do nothing. now my schedules jammed packed with studying and extra curricular activities. its insane. this time last year. things were so slow moving. i was so bored. now. i'm everything else but bored.
hhahaaha. havent had time to spend with my friends though. like going out with mich, camy, lia. and going to the movies with yiing, samuel, xiao wei, davina, ong and bryan. sigh.
monday i have math tuition. tuesday i got science tuition. wednesday is study day. thursday is rest. friday is rest. saturday, wake up go dancing (yes i know. laugh. go ahead! LOL), afternoon i have malay tuition. then night i go to church youth. which is how i like my saturdays. productive yet not tiring. hahahah!
sundays are mostly used up by studying and doing my chores. hehe.
thats my week. haha. oh and i like walking the dog now that i have a friend to walk with. Edrea's his name. he has a dalmatian about three times the size of my dog yet when my dog went just a lil too close to his dalmatian named mike, the dog jumped into edrea's arms. i was like oh dear. i'm so sorry. hahahaha! his dog is really cute though. haha. has a weird yet funny expression. hahaha!
anyway, that about sums up my past few weeks!
oh! i went to bakat and had THE time of my life!!!! so sure i wanna go next year! it was awesome! we got third which is not bad at all!!!!!!
ahah. mandy's coming back to kk!!! yay! so happy!!
just my flow,
joyce
exams start 4th to 8th may! and i'm still here using the comp. sigh. i know i shudnt but i cant help myself.
referring to the title above. hooked on you. there are several things i could mean. like the new laptop my dad got but he aint using yet. my new jeans. the tv. the comp. my phone. a guy.
yes. i said it. a guy. i'm hooked. but no. he aint my bf.
i know its silly to say i'm hooked onto him yet i know i'll never have him.
i mean. imagine this.
the guy. sweet,thoughtful, charming, smart and athletic.
me? ........ have no idea how to describe my self in comparison of him.
but yeah i know pathetic.
anyways, i miss having so much time to laze around and do nothing. now my schedules jammed packed with studying and extra curricular activities. its insane. this time last year. things were so slow moving. i was so bored. now. i'm everything else but bored.
hhahaaha. havent had time to spend with my friends though. like going out with mich, camy, lia. and going to the movies with yiing, samuel, xiao wei, davina, ong and bryan. sigh.
monday i have math tuition. tuesday i got science tuition. wednesday is study day. thursday is rest. friday is rest. saturday, wake up go dancing (yes i know. laugh. go ahead! LOL), afternoon i have malay tuition. then night i go to church youth. which is how i like my saturdays. productive yet not tiring. hahahah!
sundays are mostly used up by studying and doing my chores. hehe.
thats my week. haha. oh and i like walking the dog now that i have a friend to walk with. Edrea's his name. he has a dalmatian about three times the size of my dog yet when my dog went just a lil too close to his dalmatian named mike, the dog jumped into edrea's arms. i was like oh dear. i'm so sorry. hahahaha! his dog is really cute though. haha. has a weird yet funny expression. hahaha!
anyway, that about sums up my past few weeks!
oh! i went to bakat and had THE time of my life!!!! so sure i wanna go next year! it was awesome! we got third which is not bad at all!!!!!!
ahah. mandy's coming back to kk!!! yay! so happy!!
just my flow,
joyce
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
I'VE MISSED YOU, MY DEAR~~!!!!!!!
you're probably wondering what the hell is wrong with me but hey! I haven't been online since 3 weeks ago la k?!
and these past three weeks have been utterly agonizing~! i watched the debate comp and sadly lost to all saints!!!! those devils are sneaky!!!!
i also learn i have no control over my mouth already! i'm being called bossy and outspoken and not by my friends but would you believe if i told you that THREE of my sisters decided i'm TOO independent and proud and not humble at all?! i was like oh. erm. okay. i mean what could i say? no, i'm not! and sound all naive and vulnerable!
so, now, i'm not gonna try and change into someone else. well.. be myself and change. if thats logical. i'll try not to speak so loud. try not to give opinions. try not to talk back at anyone. just try to stand my ground in silence. how'd you like that for a change? nice? fine then. i'll try. if i dont succeed or my success in changing makes everyone go what happened to the old joyce? dont blame me. blame them. you know who you are.
anyway, haha. PMR's closing in quite a bit and i think its time i start my engines for it! stop playing games, stop reading novels, cut back on the afternoon nap and all and sit down and use my god given brain! hahah~!
oh and I LOVED THE MOVIE FAST AND FURIOUS 4!!!!!!!!
i have to admit it isnt as captivating as the rest but i mean from my point of view its still was one helluva movie! the cars and the boys were oh so amazing!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahhaha!
oh and i realized Spell It Right competition qualifying round is exceptionally hard to get by! i have to memorize the entire dictionary! thats my text book! i think i might have to let it slip?! sobs. sigh.
love to chat but i gtg,
joyce
and these past three weeks have been utterly agonizing~! i watched the debate comp and sadly lost to all saints!!!! those devils are sneaky!!!!
i also learn i have no control over my mouth already! i'm being called bossy and outspoken and not by my friends but would you believe if i told you that THREE of my sisters decided i'm TOO independent and proud and not humble at all?! i was like oh. erm. okay. i mean what could i say? no, i'm not! and sound all naive and vulnerable!
so, now, i'm not gonna try and change into someone else. well.. be myself and change. if thats logical. i'll try not to speak so loud. try not to give opinions. try not to talk back at anyone. just try to stand my ground in silence. how'd you like that for a change? nice? fine then. i'll try. if i dont succeed or my success in changing makes everyone go what happened to the old joyce? dont blame me. blame them. you know who you are.
anyway, haha. PMR's closing in quite a bit and i think its time i start my engines for it! stop playing games, stop reading novels, cut back on the afternoon nap and all and sit down and use my god given brain! hahah~!
oh and I LOVED THE MOVIE FAST AND FURIOUS 4!!!!!!!!
i have to admit it isnt as captivating as the rest but i mean from my point of view its still was one helluva movie! the cars and the boys were oh so amazing!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahhaha!
oh and i realized Spell It Right competition qualifying round is exceptionally hard to get by! i have to memorize the entire dictionary! thats my text book! i think i might have to let it slip?! sobs. sigh.
love to chat but i gtg,
joyce
Friday, March 20, 2009
its my one hundreth and one post!!!!!!
haha! i finally got to sleep in till 11.... i woke up and looked at the clock.... and thought to myself its a good day! hahahahaha!
everyone in the house was up and running whilst i was upstairs on my bed reading the last book of the twilight series: breaking dawn.
i was so engulfed in it. i forgot to have my bfast and came down stairs to have a headstart on my history and geography projects. thank the good lord for computers and printers!
i imagine myself writing all those stories and information on the paper without the help of technology and shivers run down my spine! hahahahahahhaha!
i went out with my sister char for lunch! we were out with her friend edmund! who looks like a 20 year old but is actually 26! gasp! i know!~!!! he looks like he's fresh out of college well he kinda was but he's actually working now! but he's got plenty of free time oddly enough! he's funny! your typical super funny and lame kinda friend that'll make you laugh no matter what!!
so after lunch, he went for work after endless amounts of teasing my sensitive fingers when i coudln't take the heat of the pizza, so me and ce went to damai for some stationery restoring.
we went home and well, i'm here. typing this. while my very slow comp finds out how old the hospital queen elizabeth is. seriously. streamyx is terrible. argh. thinking bout it makes me pissed. but anyhow, we have to live with it. happy that it still works.
i felt like going to the beach just now when the weather was pitch perfect but then the weather did change and went from good to just fine to bad. it started raining. gah! why!!!!
i don't quite enjoy the rain unless i'm in the emo phase. hah. which is no where near me now. using my dad's laptop to type this. love typing on his keyboard. very effortless. very smoothhhhh... but sadly i cant hear music unless its blaring on the speakers. it wont cooperate with my headphones somehow. hmm....
my current favourite song is now : Hey Stephen by Taylor Swift. i wasn't very much enjoying the song at first but after a while of listening to it now i like it alot. its got this eccentric yet happy beat to it that makes me shake your head from left to right. ahahahahah.
but its just perhaps the lyrics are matched to my current situation but who cares?!
i love taylor swift. i mean she isn't exactly the best singer of all time but she is a good singer nonetheless. i love her songs. its the lyrics i'm drawn to the most. their just the pure truth added with a melody that mixes together and forms something that not only can you enjoy but relate to!
i'm ranting ang rambling again aren't i?
hah! i did some quizzes on facebook and it turns out! my actual age is seventeen instead of fifteen! mich got eighteen! once again a year older! haha! my sis char got 22! she was totally emo after that! hearing all the screamo music blaring from her car! hahahahahhahah! all because one stupid quiz told her she was two years older than her actual age!
i talked to a couple of my primary school mates whom have moved to Down Under! i miss them lots!!!! if you're reading this ian, my teddy bear, i miss you!!! no people he's not my boyfriend! he's just ian pang! my very good chubby friend who claims he isnt chubby but macho now! hahahahahahah! he wishes doesnt he? hahaha!
i think most of us have changed alot! we've all evolved and changed into someone else. like ugly ducklings into swans and tadpoles to frogs and from the caterpillar into a butterfly! its all so funny to see! but i know of some that have not changed a bit! in looks and thoughts! they seem to be stuck and they refuse to grow up! how grotesque!? i know!!!!!!!!!!
my house might have to undergo some surgery! oops i meant. construction.
and we might have to pack some stuff and throw some stuff out to accomadate with the might happens of the near future. my mom's overjoyed with this. she cant wait for us to start throwing things out of the house. keep in mind my mom is a simple person. too much stuff and she will start getting cranky and paranoid.
oh dear. i dont like construction works. their very. erm. dusty. stinky. and the workers are just weird. but then if they were any better they wouldn't be working as workers would they? no of course not! so yeah i guess i'll just have to bear it with the rest of my family!
i visited the hospital Queen Elizabeth on thursday. it was cool. fyi, i have never been inside before. it just never happened. everyone is family has gone before but i just never had the chance so this time i did. and i thought i could go inside the grey building which is the oldest since well, 1957! yeah its fifty yrs old. but unfortunately for me, the building was cracked in a couple of places and its starting to sink. so no one could go in anymore. i got to meet the deputy director though. that was pretty cool. he looked just like the rest of us. average. i took some pictures and then left for the museum. i havent been to the museum in AGES. i think the last time i went there was when i was in kindie. hahahahaa. the old rolls royce is still there. dusty as ever. it was kinda cool and creepy at the same time. it was awfully quiet which is pretty freaky. its got this eerie hum when you walk around. me and megan were like: is it too quiet in here? but every once in a while the tourist will pass by giving us smiles of warmth and we went phew okay we're safe. there was one part where we had to cross the so called caves of time and it was dark and there was this automatic sound of bats and a hum from the ancient times and me and meg were like what the hell? so we were walking in this fast pace only to find ourselves on the other end facing faces that were laughing at us. apparently, we were walking and giggling a lil too loud for them. hahahahahhahaha!
i got home. i started typing for history and then i find out that the pictures that i took actually needed me in them. argh! so now i might have to go to QE again. sigh.
i wanna go out of the country to finish my studies la! what in the world for do we need to learn moral and sivik for?! we need to memorize at least 32 definitions in order to pass and then go for the next level. civic and moral are exactly the same if you exclude the fact that civic has politics whereas moral doesnt. we have to memorize every word. forgot a word? too bad. thats two marks down your grade. its pure idiocracy. i know of kids who score for moral and have no moral basis at all!
oh dear. i'm getting worked up.
my mom's secretary is leaving us. she apparently wants to take up a course in tourism management. my mom was angrrryyy. well, i think my mom had the right to be. she didnt give her a months notice. in fact, she gave just a week. my mom managed to persuade her to give her a month to find a replacement. well, my mom decided that a replacement wasnt needed. that she could do it herself. we're not so sure. but well, my mom's kinda stubborn. hahahahahaha.
anyhow, my life's okay now. nothing too bad. nothing extravagantly good. its just stable and peaceful. well, got to go now.
life calls,
joyce
everyone in the house was up and running whilst i was upstairs on my bed reading the last book of the twilight series: breaking dawn.
i was so engulfed in it. i forgot to have my bfast and came down stairs to have a headstart on my history and geography projects. thank the good lord for computers and printers!
i imagine myself writing all those stories and information on the paper without the help of technology and shivers run down my spine! hahahahahahhaha!
i went out with my sister char for lunch! we were out with her friend edmund! who looks like a 20 year old but is actually 26! gasp! i know!~!!! he looks like he's fresh out of college well he kinda was but he's actually working now! but he's got plenty of free time oddly enough! he's funny! your typical super funny and lame kinda friend that'll make you laugh no matter what!!
so after lunch, he went for work after endless amounts of teasing my sensitive fingers when i coudln't take the heat of the pizza, so me and ce went to damai for some stationery restoring.
we went home and well, i'm here. typing this. while my very slow comp finds out how old the hospital queen elizabeth is. seriously. streamyx is terrible. argh. thinking bout it makes me pissed. but anyhow, we have to live with it. happy that it still works.
i felt like going to the beach just now when the weather was pitch perfect but then the weather did change and went from good to just fine to bad. it started raining. gah! why!!!!
i don't quite enjoy the rain unless i'm in the emo phase. hah. which is no where near me now. using my dad's laptop to type this. love typing on his keyboard. very effortless. very smoothhhhh... but sadly i cant hear music unless its blaring on the speakers. it wont cooperate with my headphones somehow. hmm....
my current favourite song is now : Hey Stephen by Taylor Swift. i wasn't very much enjoying the song at first but after a while of listening to it now i like it alot. its got this eccentric yet happy beat to it that makes me shake your head from left to right. ahahahahah.
but its just perhaps the lyrics are matched to my current situation but who cares?!
i love taylor swift. i mean she isn't exactly the best singer of all time but she is a good singer nonetheless. i love her songs. its the lyrics i'm drawn to the most. their just the pure truth added with a melody that mixes together and forms something that not only can you enjoy but relate to!
i'm ranting ang rambling again aren't i?
hah! i did some quizzes on facebook and it turns out! my actual age is seventeen instead of fifteen! mich got eighteen! once again a year older! haha! my sis char got 22! she was totally emo after that! hearing all the screamo music blaring from her car! hahahahahhahah! all because one stupid quiz told her she was two years older than her actual age!
i talked to a couple of my primary school mates whom have moved to Down Under! i miss them lots!!!! if you're reading this ian, my teddy bear, i miss you!!! no people he's not my boyfriend! he's just ian pang! my very good chubby friend who claims he isnt chubby but macho now! hahahahahahah! he wishes doesnt he? hahaha!
i think most of us have changed alot! we've all evolved and changed into someone else. like ugly ducklings into swans and tadpoles to frogs and from the caterpillar into a butterfly! its all so funny to see! but i know of some that have not changed a bit! in looks and thoughts! they seem to be stuck and they refuse to grow up! how grotesque!? i know!!!!!!!!!!
my house might have to undergo some surgery! oops i meant. construction.
and we might have to pack some stuff and throw some stuff out to accomadate with the might happens of the near future. my mom's overjoyed with this. she cant wait for us to start throwing things out of the house. keep in mind my mom is a simple person. too much stuff and she will start getting cranky and paranoid.
oh dear. i dont like construction works. their very. erm. dusty. stinky. and the workers are just weird. but then if they were any better they wouldn't be working as workers would they? no of course not! so yeah i guess i'll just have to bear it with the rest of my family!
i visited the hospital Queen Elizabeth on thursday. it was cool. fyi, i have never been inside before. it just never happened. everyone is family has gone before but i just never had the chance so this time i did. and i thought i could go inside the grey building which is the oldest since well, 1957! yeah its fifty yrs old. but unfortunately for me, the building was cracked in a couple of places and its starting to sink. so no one could go in anymore. i got to meet the deputy director though. that was pretty cool. he looked just like the rest of us. average. i took some pictures and then left for the museum. i havent been to the museum in AGES. i think the last time i went there was when i was in kindie. hahahahaa. the old rolls royce is still there. dusty as ever. it was kinda cool and creepy at the same time. it was awfully quiet which is pretty freaky. its got this eerie hum when you walk around. me and megan were like: is it too quiet in here? but every once in a while the tourist will pass by giving us smiles of warmth and we went phew okay we're safe. there was one part where we had to cross the so called caves of time and it was dark and there was this automatic sound of bats and a hum from the ancient times and me and meg were like what the hell? so we were walking in this fast pace only to find ourselves on the other end facing faces that were laughing at us. apparently, we were walking and giggling a lil too loud for them. hahahahahhahaha!
i got home. i started typing for history and then i find out that the pictures that i took actually needed me in them. argh! so now i might have to go to QE again. sigh.
i wanna go out of the country to finish my studies la! what in the world for do we need to learn moral and sivik for?! we need to memorize at least 32 definitions in order to pass and then go for the next level. civic and moral are exactly the same if you exclude the fact that civic has politics whereas moral doesnt. we have to memorize every word. forgot a word? too bad. thats two marks down your grade. its pure idiocracy. i know of kids who score for moral and have no moral basis at all!
oh dear. i'm getting worked up.
my mom's secretary is leaving us. she apparently wants to take up a course in tourism management. my mom was angrrryyy. well, i think my mom had the right to be. she didnt give her a months notice. in fact, she gave just a week. my mom managed to persuade her to give her a month to find a replacement. well, my mom decided that a replacement wasnt needed. that she could do it herself. we're not so sure. but well, my mom's kinda stubborn. hahahahahaha.
anyhow, my life's okay now. nothing too bad. nothing extravagantly good. its just stable and peaceful. well, got to go now.
life calls,
joyce
Thursday, March 19, 2009
you know what?
i was flipping through all my older post like the ones i first started typing.
i realized. I've changed. and. some parts are for the better. but some parts. I'm not so fond of.
i say and do things differently. i care about things that i shouldn't care about. at all. I've started depending on other people's help. i didn't need the help but i caved in anyway so that i get to laze around. I used to go headstrong into problems and fix them now i just let them ease at my discomfort and just leave it all hanging.
whats happening?
i know some things have changed for the better. I've started caring for the people around me. even the one's that i don't know too well. i care about how what i say might affect them. and if i say something i shouldn't have i try as fast as possible to fix it. I've started saving. which is good. i think. hehe. I've started to study. everyday. about two hours. I use the comp less. watch tv less. not the couch potato. unless its the hols. thats an exception. hehe. i know i'm less of the mean person i used to be. i'm starting to let things that used to irritate me slip. just slip under the rug. and then away and forgotten.
i'm trying. really hard. to change for the better.
but is it working?
i feel lost and found.
joyce
i realized. I've changed. and. some parts are for the better. but some parts. I'm not so fond of.
i say and do things differently. i care about things that i shouldn't care about. at all. I've started depending on other people's help. i didn't need the help but i caved in anyway so that i get to laze around. I used to go headstrong into problems and fix them now i just let them ease at my discomfort and just leave it all hanging.
whats happening?
i know some things have changed for the better. I've started caring for the people around me. even the one's that i don't know too well. i care about how what i say might affect them. and if i say something i shouldn't have i try as fast as possible to fix it. I've started saving. which is good. i think. hehe. I've started to study. everyday. about two hours. I use the comp less. watch tv less. not the couch potato. unless its the hols. thats an exception. hehe. i know i'm less of the mean person i used to be. i'm starting to let things that used to irritate me slip. just slip under the rug. and then away and forgotten.
i'm trying. really hard. to change for the better.
but is it working?
i feel lost and found.
joyce
Friday, March 13, 2009
i got my self in, i get my self out
you know those cliche love story of how this girl falls for the super popular guy and just happens that the girl is best friends with the hottest girl? and then the plot is hot girl and hot guy date and plain girl watches and stands all alone and then one day or rather slowly the hot guy starts to like plain girl and then hot girl turns into a total bitch and then in the end the hot girl and plain girl are good friends again and the guy becomes the plain girl's boyfriend and happily ever after.
but the sad thing is. that isn't just some made up story. things like that do actually happen nowadays. and its kinda sad.
i guess in a way. it is partially personally true to me. sadly, all my girl friends are pretty and cool and well, i kinda am the brains and the jock within the circle. all the guys are my friends but they never are interested in me. always the other girls. i'm not sad or angry or whatever. but a guy once in a while being just a plain old flirt is nice. LOL.
i got into the debate team. the topic was Is Science a Threat to Humanity?
I was on the governments team. with akmal, marco, and izzat. versus the opposition team. Tanya, Eloise, Fairuz and Gina. i was like crap. i'm on a team with three guys and i'm against four girls. the truth was. i wanted to be with the other girls. but i couldnt change positions so i stuck to it. and then because i'm closer to marco than akmal or izzat. rumors fly like crazy that i'm with marco! LIKE WTH?!?!?!?!
wwhere did that come from? like hello?
but i wanna be the better person so i'm letting this slip. i dont wanna pick a fight. i dont wanna fight. so i'm holding my peace.
rEVOLution party is here. lotsa people going. so i feel like not going but then if i dont go , i might miss the chance of seeing him and pleasing and praising the man upstairs. sigh. what should i do?
anyways, i got all my projects started already. home economics, history ang geography. i hope i excel in them.
OH SPEAKING OF EXCELLING!!!! I GOT A'S FOR NEARLY ALL MY SUBJECTS!!!!!!!!!
its my exams. hehe. i'm so proud of me self. hehehehe.
loving yourself and those you want,
joyce
but the sad thing is. that isn't just some made up story. things like that do actually happen nowadays. and its kinda sad.
i guess in a way. it is partially personally true to me. sadly, all my girl friends are pretty and cool and well, i kinda am the brains and the jock within the circle. all the guys are my friends but they never are interested in me. always the other girls. i'm not sad or angry or whatever. but a guy once in a while being just a plain old flirt is nice. LOL.
i got into the debate team. the topic was Is Science a Threat to Humanity?
I was on the governments team. with akmal, marco, and izzat. versus the opposition team. Tanya, Eloise, Fairuz and Gina. i was like crap. i'm on a team with three guys and i'm against four girls. the truth was. i wanted to be with the other girls. but i couldnt change positions so i stuck to it. and then because i'm closer to marco than akmal or izzat. rumors fly like crazy that i'm with marco! LIKE WTH?!?!?!?!
wwhere did that come from? like hello?
but i wanna be the better person so i'm letting this slip. i dont wanna pick a fight. i dont wanna fight. so i'm holding my peace.
rEVOLution party is here. lotsa people going. so i feel like not going but then if i dont go , i might miss the chance of seeing him and pleasing and praising the man upstairs. sigh. what should i do?
anyways, i got all my projects started already. home economics, history ang geography. i hope i excel in them.
OH SPEAKING OF EXCELLING!!!! I GOT A'S FOR NEARLY ALL MY SUBJECTS!!!!!!!!!
its my exams. hehe. i'm so proud of me self. hehehehe.
loving yourself and those you want,
joyce
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
the enticement excites me but it shall tempt me no further....
I haven't used the comp in two weeks! ahhahahah!
now i know what its like to be so uber busy and then just falling asleep only to be woken up for tuition! hhahahahah!
using the comp daily has to stop and change to a weekly thing.
so my dear friends,
it'll be a once a week thing. i'll be on for two hours and then i'm off to hit the books! haha!
i realized something really in my life. i fall for guys that will never fall for me. and they always become my best friend or good friend and then it'll never be.
its like those stupid cliche plots for a movie. crap. i live like some soap opera. oh dear. hahahahahahahhahahahahaha.
currently, relating my life to the song Fifteen by Taylor Swift. its good. i like her. hahahah!
gtg study now! Exams are all over the place and eating me alive!
crazy for books and boys,
joyce
now i know what its like to be so uber busy and then just falling asleep only to be woken up for tuition! hhahahahah!
using the comp daily has to stop and change to a weekly thing.
so my dear friends,
it'll be a once a week thing. i'll be on for two hours and then i'm off to hit the books! haha!
i realized something really in my life. i fall for guys that will never fall for me. and they always become my best friend or good friend and then it'll never be.
its like those stupid cliche plots for a movie. crap. i live like some soap opera. oh dear. hahahahahahahhahahahahaha.
currently, relating my life to the song Fifteen by Taylor Swift. its good. i like her. hahahah!
gtg study now! Exams are all over the place and eating me alive!
crazy for books and boys,
joyce
Thursday, February 19, 2009
OH NO~!!!!! I'M SICK~~~~~
The last time i went to the doctors was two years ago. I had a fever then. Now. I have a fever and a upper respiratory tract infection. It all started with a small lil sore throat and then became a wheezing cough and then a total bonfire of a fever. I wasn't the only with it. My friends had it too. My teachers were actually telling us to go home because we had it. They were blaming the weather. they were really cute about it though! hah!
I had the cough on monday and then tuesday i had it a lil worse with a slight fever. Wednesday was when i couldn't take it anymore. I was in class and i couldnt think straight. I had to distract myself to not fall asleep and get sent home. but not even my friends were buying my oh so famous line of I AM OK LA! hehe. i was picked up by ce char to go hoome to my comforting and warm bed. but before i could get forty winks to get better my mom whisked me off to where i got my first injection to get some medical consultation and some meds. The doctor was telling us it was due to the weather and its constant change from sunny to windy to rain and then sunny again that was affecting all of us. even the doc was a lil down with the cough! haha!
I took the advantage of the time home to finish up all the undone homework. like the history notes i've been procrastinating and the math i've been avoiding! haha!
Now, all i want is to be better and not have porridge everyday!!!
a lil eccentric i know,
joyce
I had the cough on monday and then tuesday i had it a lil worse with a slight fever. Wednesday was when i couldn't take it anymore. I was in class and i couldnt think straight. I had to distract myself to not fall asleep and get sent home. but not even my friends were buying my oh so famous line of I AM OK LA! hehe. i was picked up by ce char to go hoome to my comforting and warm bed. but before i could get forty winks to get better my mom whisked me off to where i got my first injection to get some medical consultation and some meds. The doctor was telling us it was due to the weather and its constant change from sunny to windy to rain and then sunny again that was affecting all of us. even the doc was a lil down with the cough! haha!
I took the advantage of the time home to finish up all the undone homework. like the history notes i've been procrastinating and the math i've been avoiding! haha!
Now, all i want is to be better and not have porridge everyday!!!
a lil eccentric i know,
joyce
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
life is passing me by.... what should i do?
its been a while since i blogged...time really does fly without you noticing...
in class, i feel a little bit weird... the class i'm in isn't like the classes i'm used to... its very.... unwelcoming... no one cares about you...
they hardly acknowledge your presence and even if they do talk to you, they sound as if their unwilling and obligated to. even if they dont mean it. you can hear it in their voice.
everyone's telling me to forget it cause they'll come to you when they fine out about how good you are.
but am i good enough? am i cool enough? am i nice enough to even be their friend? i know i sound awfully stupid but its bugging me. not all the time but. still. its like a stone in your shoe. you'll get used to it but it bugs you anyway.
my circle of friends that consisted of Xiao Wei, Davina, Stanley, Samuel, Li Ze, Chris, Samson, wen Yiing, Dylan, Nicole, and Madeline. now its just down to me, Wen Yiing, Dylan and Nicole.and the newest additions, chong vui vun and aaron yong. chong vui vun is a bit... well gay... coz... he has only a sister to look up to and I dont blame him... at least he isnt a fake-ish kinda gay... .Aaron on the other hand is kinda cool. he's a athlete with mad. he's friendly and nice. the best part abt him! HE ISNT IMMATURE!!!!! haahahahah...
its Valentine's day on saturday! all the lovey dovey couples have already started planning for this oh-so-lovely-day!!! well, i'm glad i;m single! hahaha!dont hav to fuss on what to get or buy for your partner! i think its wonderful to have a day to shower your loved one with gifts but at such a young age, its truly unnecessary! you can barely earn a wage of rm200 a month why spend a great deal amount of your PARENTS money on your supposedly GIRL or BOYFRIEND when the possibility of the break up is like a month or two away?
on the positive note, i am jealous of those lucky bi***es who get flowers and gifts on vday... haha... envious would be a better word tho... haha! wishing i were in their shoes? not so much. maybe. maybe not. but i have a better way of spending valentine night! ahha! i'm going to church! i heard a loud gasp escape your lips! how dare you! hahahaha! yeah. i took advice from my relatives on going to youth! thank you vincent! i think its probably time i spend more time with the Man Upstairs!
well... thats about it... i think.... am listening to The Fray - You Found Me... really nice...
its time thats changing me...
joyce
in class, i feel a little bit weird... the class i'm in isn't like the classes i'm used to... its very.... unwelcoming... no one cares about you...
they hardly acknowledge your presence and even if they do talk to you, they sound as if their unwilling and obligated to. even if they dont mean it. you can hear it in their voice.
everyone's telling me to forget it cause they'll come to you when they fine out about how good you are.
but am i good enough? am i cool enough? am i nice enough to even be their friend? i know i sound awfully stupid but its bugging me. not all the time but. still. its like a stone in your shoe. you'll get used to it but it bugs you anyway.
my circle of friends that consisted of Xiao Wei, Davina, Stanley, Samuel, Li Ze, Chris, Samson, wen Yiing, Dylan, Nicole, and Madeline. now its just down to me, Wen Yiing, Dylan and Nicole.and the newest additions, chong vui vun and aaron yong. chong vui vun is a bit... well gay... coz... he has only a sister to look up to and I dont blame him... at least he isnt a fake-ish kinda gay... .Aaron on the other hand is kinda cool. he's a athlete with mad. he's friendly and nice. the best part abt him! HE ISNT IMMATURE!!!!! haahahahah...
its Valentine's day on saturday! all the lovey dovey couples have already started planning for this oh-so-lovely-day!!! well, i'm glad i;m single! hahaha!dont hav to fuss on what to get or buy for your partner! i think its wonderful to have a day to shower your loved one with gifts but at such a young age, its truly unnecessary! you can barely earn a wage of rm200 a month why spend a great deal amount of your PARENTS money on your supposedly GIRL or BOYFRIEND when the possibility of the break up is like a month or two away?
on the positive note, i am jealous of those lucky bi***es who get flowers and gifts on vday... haha... envious would be a better word tho... haha! wishing i were in their shoes? not so much. maybe. maybe not. but i have a better way of spending valentine night! ahha! i'm going to church! i heard a loud gasp escape your lips! how dare you! hahahaha! yeah. i took advice from my relatives on going to youth! thank you vincent! i think its probably time i spend more time with the Man Upstairs!
well... thats about it... i think.... am listening to The Fray - You Found Me... really nice...
its time thats changing me...
joyce
Thursday, January 22, 2009
i'm at loss with words...
today i ran the school marathon, 5.5km... no biggie la... nearly everyone ran.. except for the few that ran away like cowards with the excuse of not liking the sun or sweat..
i ran with wen yiing this year. or rather we did brisk walking. fast stroll finishing it with confidence. haha. we were no where near the top ten. hahahah. probably just above fifty or so.
after that, as usual, i walked home but before that i kinda called my sister. so she just assumed i was gonna wait for her. i called! not mis-called! aiks...
so, i arrived home. on the way. well, i've been walking home for about three weeks not... and observing people i did. here's the conclusion there are more and more childish and naive children nowadays due to very anxious and over protective parents. i know you probably went: cheh~~..... or.... thats it?
well yeah. the parents are waiting outside of school in their cars half an hour or an hour before schools out. they wait with their mags or their knitting and their phones or even just sitting with other parents to gossip or complain!
then, when the bell rings, they rush into school to pick up their precious gems who are screaming and complaining and then rushing into the car to use their oh so good iPods or their super new phones which are so much more canggih than mine!
and while the kids are waiting comfortably in the car, the parents are way at the back carrying their bags and water bottles and stuff. i'm like why torture yourself so badly when your kid is perfectly healthy and capable of carrying their own bags?
i remember when me and my sisters were at elementary school, all my mom did was drop me off or pick me up. and we didnt even bother asking her to send us in or walk us in or carry our bags for us. we didnt ask them to bring us food or take our bags. and if you ask the parents they'll say that the bags now are heavier and they have more books now. we still have the same subjects as we did when we were their age, we managed to carry all the books by ourselves. more and more spoilt and stupid.
and parents nowadays, are utterly stupid. they will just about park anywhere to pick up their kids. imagine this. two way road. mother on the left road comes out and parks in the opposite side of the road. PARKS. she then gets out and leaves to get her children then she finds out her child's class isn't over then WAITS at the school hallway. what she chose to ignore was the fact that she parked her car in the middle of the road and not for a few minutes but ten. her car was nearly smashed by a four wheel drive driven by a very fierce and violent man. her car was just a small suzuki swift. she then comes a whole fifteen minutes later and gets rude faces, ugly fingers and very harsh words all of which she deserves due to her act of total idiocracy and stupidity.
i love my parents. they weren't too strict but strict altogether. they weren't over protective in fact we were the type that took care of ourselves. i hope i can go half the good job they did when i'm a parent one day. just maybe. haha.
loving the hate,
joyce
i ran with wen yiing this year. or rather we did brisk walking. fast stroll finishing it with confidence. haha. we were no where near the top ten. hahahah. probably just above fifty or so.
after that, as usual, i walked home but before that i kinda called my sister. so she just assumed i was gonna wait for her. i called! not mis-called! aiks...
so, i arrived home. on the way. well, i've been walking home for about three weeks not... and observing people i did. here's the conclusion there are more and more childish and naive children nowadays due to very anxious and over protective parents. i know you probably went: cheh~~..... or.... thats it?
well yeah. the parents are waiting outside of school in their cars half an hour or an hour before schools out. they wait with their mags or their knitting and their phones or even just sitting with other parents to gossip or complain!
then, when the bell rings, they rush into school to pick up their precious gems who are screaming and complaining and then rushing into the car to use their oh so good iPods or their super new phones which are so much more canggih than mine!
and while the kids are waiting comfortably in the car, the parents are way at the back carrying their bags and water bottles and stuff. i'm like why torture yourself so badly when your kid is perfectly healthy and capable of carrying their own bags?
i remember when me and my sisters were at elementary school, all my mom did was drop me off or pick me up. and we didnt even bother asking her to send us in or walk us in or carry our bags for us. we didnt ask them to bring us food or take our bags. and if you ask the parents they'll say that the bags now are heavier and they have more books now. we still have the same subjects as we did when we were their age, we managed to carry all the books by ourselves. more and more spoilt and stupid.
and parents nowadays, are utterly stupid. they will just about park anywhere to pick up their kids. imagine this. two way road. mother on the left road comes out and parks in the opposite side of the road. PARKS. she then gets out and leaves to get her children then she finds out her child's class isn't over then WAITS at the school hallway. what she chose to ignore was the fact that she parked her car in the middle of the road and not for a few minutes but ten. her car was nearly smashed by a four wheel drive driven by a very fierce and violent man. her car was just a small suzuki swift. she then comes a whole fifteen minutes later and gets rude faces, ugly fingers and very harsh words all of which she deserves due to her act of total idiocracy and stupidity.
i love my parents. they weren't too strict but strict altogether. they weren't over protective in fact we were the type that took care of ourselves. i hope i can go half the good job they did when i'm a parent one day. just maybe. haha.
loving the hate,
joyce
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
eagerness creeping in..
yay!!!! chinese new year is a couple of days away!!!!!!! i'm going back to kl!!!! yay!!!!! yay!!!
so excited.... even though i go back three times a year to kl... it never seems enough... i always want to stay on a few more days.. sadly that rarely happens..... but i'm just really glad i'm going back... my sabah friends think i've lost it... whenever i start to smile whenever i day dream.. hahahah...
thoughts and rants,
joyce
so excited.... even though i go back three times a year to kl... it never seems enough... i always want to stay on a few more days.. sadly that rarely happens..... but i'm just really glad i'm going back... my sabah friends think i've lost it... whenever i start to smile whenever i day dream.. hahahah...
thoughts and rants,
joyce
Thursday, January 15, 2009
school, sports, and stories
second week of form three and i'm already causing drama... aiks...
stories have already been spread about me liking this guy who just moved from miri to my class....
I was just being friendly since he was new and he knew no one, so i introduced myself and tried making small talk.... and then those stupid girls had to go all oooh aaah.... craperamas....
I got chosen to throw the javelin.... and i was chosen because during the selection, i was irritated by this friend of mine who was sitting far away... he kept saying my name out loud whenever positions were being filled in... so i picked up a pen and threw it at him and it hit him on the head... and he went aduh sakit... and the teacher watching me which i didnt notice wrote my name down on the javelin form.... i was like: what??!?! no!!!! i dont know how?!?! and all the teacher said was: i saw what i needed to see.... you can... with some practice...
school's been ok i guess... i'm actually kinda sad coz since we're all in different classes... all of us rarely get the chance to talk or see each other.... i kinda miss all the chinese monkeys that used to hang with me... now i'm stuck with all english and all smart people and their all a bit more stuck up and hard to get along... i really miss em....
chinese new year's just around the corner.. i even have excell exams next week... form one and two stuff... aiks.... hope i do well.....
reminscence and happiness,
joyce
stories have already been spread about me liking this guy who just moved from miri to my class....
I was just being friendly since he was new and he knew no one, so i introduced myself and tried making small talk.... and then those stupid girls had to go all oooh aaah.... craperamas....
I got chosen to throw the javelin.... and i was chosen because during the selection, i was irritated by this friend of mine who was sitting far away... he kept saying my name out loud whenever positions were being filled in... so i picked up a pen and threw it at him and it hit him on the head... and he went aduh sakit... and the teacher watching me which i didnt notice wrote my name down on the javelin form.... i was like: what??!?! no!!!! i dont know how?!?! and all the teacher said was: i saw what i needed to see.... you can... with some practice...
school's been ok i guess... i'm actually kinda sad coz since we're all in different classes... all of us rarely get the chance to talk or see each other.... i kinda miss all the chinese monkeys that used to hang with me... now i'm stuck with all english and all smart people and their all a bit more stuck up and hard to get along... i really miss em....
chinese new year's just around the corner.. i even have excell exams next week... form one and two stuff... aiks.... hope i do well.....
reminscence and happiness,
joyce
Thursday, January 8, 2009
first week of school in a few words... mayb more...
in a blink of an eye, its already the friday of the first week of school!!!! but school's not over...
now that i'm form three... we have class on saturdays... and since our school is super weird... they have arranged that our sports day will be held in march but... we've already started sports practice... and as i am writing this.... time is ticking away because.... at three pm.. i have sports practice...
will tell you more soon...
prob sunday or next week or whatever.
sighs,
joyce
now that i'm form three... we have class on saturdays... and since our school is super weird... they have arranged that our sports day will be held in march but... we've already started sports practice... and as i am writing this.... time is ticking away because.... at three pm.. i have sports practice...
will tell you more soon...
prob sunday or next week or whatever.
sighs,
joyce
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