Showing posts with label sisters blisters. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sisters blisters. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

new dude.

have you guys heard of the song : hey stephen by taylor swift?

haha. it s's a really nice song.

it'd be cool if ce mich sang it to him. hahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahha.

inside joke. DONT ASK ANYONE BOUT IT!

he's just some really cool dude from church who's been really nice to my family especially now with everything going on.

he's a good counselor. he's really good at making you spill your beans somehow. i think its the hair. defo the hair. its well. middle parting but not quite in the middle. you know? nah, i betcha dont. its really unique. hahahahah.

i think he's a really nice guy. i mean. yeah. he's a good guy. that's it. the funniest thing bout him is he's got this aura of peculiarness. as in. he's weird but he's not irritatingly weird. in fact its the weird that makes you giggle. and makes you go ohhhhhhhhhhh okay. ahahha. but he knows alot of stuff so its really easy to talk to him.

we had to resolve an issue before i realized that about him. and he's really hard to ignore since everyone's nice to him and he's nice to everyone.

and he's very evasive. when he doesnt want to answer that question, and there's a drink in front of him, he's bound to pick it up and drink. but i like that he's honest. honest people are hard to find.

i think he's good for her. i hope my sister picks him over the other dude. she better or she's blind.

oh and FYI, i dont like stephen. i like. another guy. tee hee.

loving the skips of freedom,
joyce

Monday, June 29, 2009

listening to an angel's voice.

listening to lia's voice while typing this. she has a really nice voice. hmm. makes me wanna learn the guitar even more.

hey monday candles.

her songs. handwritten. memory filled. heartfelt songs.

love. its contagious and heartwrenching.

yet we all go looking for it.

weird.

missing him since didnt see him last week.

argh.
joyce

Sunday, May 10, 2009

sun, sand and tan.

guess where i went right after my exam?

i went to Karambunai!!! ahahahahahhahhaha!

i was like a prisoner escaping the jail but the advantage of having no warden running behind me!!!!!

i went to karambunai. and the moment i arrived my first thought or should i say, sight? was the lovingly lovely and oh so beautiful sea........

i know you guys always read about the sandy white beaches, but it was really sandy white! hahaha! i sound like those sakai tourist i know. but a holiday away from home was something i was in dire need of.

we had tea with clement lo. my sister mandy's bestie. he's pretty cool. couldn't really recognize him at first cause he totally changed. he was wearing a crisp white shirt with black pants and shoes. very formal. he just finish class. no wonder. i remember him in jeans and some weird top most of the time. ahha. i thought he was one of the waiters! hahahahahah! he likes to speak cantonese now. weird. hmm. anyway, he bought us lunch/tea which was pretty cool. i think this time he changed my perspective on him. he's a pretty cool guy, friendly, smart, presentable, efficient, and above all nice to my sister. not bad. not too shabby. haha.

the second day, i woke up at like 5.30 and went for a short walk. checked out whether anyone else in the resort was up. turns out i scared the workers cause they thought they were working late. ahhaha. so i went back to the room, tried to sleep but couldnt. so i just lay there in my thoughts amidst the synchronized snoring from my sister and my mom. geez. were they really that tired? i mean how tiring can driving be? from kk to sepanggar bay? hello? 20 minutes? that tiring huh? hmm. really terrible la my sister. acted as if she drove from china all the way to arab. anyway... so i went on a short walk by myself. took some pics but deleted them. bad lighting, shakey hands. its funny how when you're by yourself and all you have is your thoughts and its as if their outloud. well, my thoughts were mostly about him so they were good thoughts. i hope. then i had breakfast which was really good. some greens, bread and this awesome omelette. haha. the funniest was when i saw the batter. it was this huge bowl of egg. like huge la! and i asked her how many eggs were in it? she answered six trays and i went huh? she said there are 36eggs per tray i was like oh. then i was like wow! 36 x 5 is like 180 eggs. and she uses two bowls. thats 360 eggs per morning. now, thats alot of eggs.

i went swimming with my sisters. i would have preferably done it with my friends. both my sisters were like all graceful and 'tired' and just wanted to sit there and chat. thats what they call 'swimming'. i was like WHAT????? but fine, we all wanted a tan anyway. so now when you see me, i might look a bit tan. just a bit. not too obvious i hope. hahah. my dad came on the second day too. we took a ton of pics. the sunset was beautiful. the shades of pink, red, blue, orange, purple and streaks of white were amazing.

just goes to show how wonderful and insightful our lord is.

at night, we played monopoly. and the first time ever. i didnt die first. i didnt lose first. i came out second. i was in a tad bit of a shock whne mandy lost. she was holding so much money but i guess sometimes she is a bit too confident.

went kayaking too. tide was slightly choppy but it was cool to go against the tide. loved it. challenging but really fun.

wanted to go horseback riding but kept postponing. haha. in the end, i didnt get to. so, the third was the most fun i think. we swam in the morning and played chicken. so awesome la my dad. ahahha. all he did was push my sister with one finger and both of us fell. ahhahahaha. unstable la this chicken. ahhahahahahha.

i loved this trip. it might not be the best trip ever. but it was fairly interesting.

loving what loves me,
joyce

the awful truth....

EXAMS OVER~~~~~~

you know the saying, the truth will set you free or honesty is the best policy?

sometimes they may come in handy, in others times, their just pure crap.

when i was younger i was probably the worst sister ever. i was a spy. a tattertale. a creep. a wannabe. a fake. a whiny lil bitch.

really. thats the truth.

so, now. i've changed into a original, weirdo, loud, confident, conspirating, and unconventional sister.

the tables have turned.

now, its my turn to pay the price. my sisters excluding charlotte. are awful. AWFUL.

for those who are reading. and going. i dont believe what she's saying. i'm sorry. but i just cant seem to hold it in anymore.

my sisters are the most self centered, self righteous, self praised, irresponsible, ungrateful, inconsiderate and unmoraled people i have ever known. and although they may be related to me by blood. i would rather die than to be related to them in truth.

and no. i'm never ever ever gonna take this back.

and you know what you've done. you made a dent in my life. that permanent damage. the damage you've done will never heal. and because of it, i'm paying but i wont let you make me suffer. you hurt me, i'll hurt you back. that's just the law of the universe.

so my beloved sibling, you really wanna continue with your act of 'pure and clean'? and put me in the darkness? by all means, pick your poison. revenge runs in our blood. as they say, young ones are mad and they learn fast. old dogs cant learn new tricks. young ones can.

bring it on, sister. BRING IT ON.

killing you softly with my love....
joyce

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

its going to be over soon!!!!!!!!!

freedom is near!!!! i can smell it!!!!!!!!! but............. its not here yet.......
i know. lame. but its true!!!!!!!!!! its soooooo near yet sooooooooooo far.

the saying goes: time is slow for those who wait.

how true is that saying.

exams are nearly over. nearly. i finished my science, malay, english and history already. and my moral and my health test. i hope i do well. cause if i dont. the unthinkable happens. thats dangerous to even give it a thought.

i wanna go shopping!!!!!! hahahahahah!!!

anyway, my sister mandy is back! she's oh so famous in allsaints! hahahah! its not a surprise though! hahaha! she's is after all pretty, sweet and smart!

my sister coming back can only mean one thang and one thang only!!!!! we get to go for a holiday!!!!!!!! right after the last paper on friday, i get to run away to karambunai resort for a fun weekend! just girls! hahahaha!

i miss having those days with nothing to do! i want them back!!!!!!!!!!

i'm fighting with a supergirl for the ultimate guy. just my luck i guess.

haha. sob.
joyce

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

hooked on you.

haha. i know i havent blogged much these past few weeks. its cause the pmr toll has already started. the wheels have started turning. truth is I'M NOT READY DAMMNIT!!!!!!

exams start 4th to 8th may! and i'm still here using the comp. sigh. i know i shudnt but i cant help myself.

referring to the title above. hooked on you. there are several things i could mean. like the new laptop my dad got but he aint using yet. my new jeans. the tv. the comp. my phone. a guy.

yes. i said it. a guy. i'm hooked. but no. he aint my bf.

i know its silly to say i'm hooked onto him yet i know i'll never have him.

i mean. imagine this.

the guy. sweet,thoughtful, charming, smart and athletic.

me? ........ have no idea how to describe my self in comparison of him.

but yeah i know pathetic.

anyways, i miss having so much time to laze around and do nothing. now my schedules jammed packed with studying and extra curricular activities. its insane. this time last year. things were so slow moving. i was so bored. now. i'm everything else but bored.

hhahaaha. havent had time to spend with my friends though. like going out with mich, camy, lia. and going to the movies with yiing, samuel, xiao wei, davina, ong and bryan. sigh.

monday i have math tuition. tuesday i got science tuition. wednesday is study day. thursday is rest. friday is rest. saturday, wake up go dancing (yes i know. laugh. go ahead! LOL), afternoon i have malay tuition. then night i go to church youth. which is how i like my saturdays. productive yet not tiring. hahahah!

sundays are mostly used up by studying and doing my chores. hehe.

thats my week. haha. oh and i like walking the dog now that i have a friend to walk with. Edrea's his name. he has a dalmatian about three times the size of my dog yet when my dog went just a lil too close to his dalmatian named mike, the dog jumped into edrea's arms. i was like oh dear. i'm so sorry. hahahaha! his dog is really cute though. haha. has a weird yet funny expression. hahaha!

anyway, that about sums up my past few weeks!

oh! i went to bakat and had THE time of my life!!!! so sure i wanna go next year! it was awesome! we got third which is not bad at all!!!!!!

ahah. mandy's coming back to kk!!! yay! so happy!!

just my flow,
joyce

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I'VE MISSED YOU, MY DEAR~~!!!!!!!

you're probably wondering what the hell is wrong with me but hey! I haven't been online since 3 weeks ago la k?!

and these past three weeks have been utterly agonizing~! i watched the debate comp and sadly lost to all saints!!!! those devils are sneaky!!!!

i also learn i have no control over my mouth already! i'm being called bossy and outspoken and not by my friends but would you believe if i told you that THREE of my sisters decided i'm TOO independent and proud and not humble at all?! i was like oh. erm. okay. i mean what could i say? no, i'm not! and sound all naive and vulnerable!

so, now, i'm not gonna try and change into someone else. well.. be myself and change. if thats logical. i'll try not to speak so loud. try not to give opinions. try not to talk back at anyone. just try to stand my ground in silence. how'd you like that for a change? nice? fine then. i'll try. if i dont succeed or my success in changing makes everyone go what happened to the old joyce? dont blame me. blame them. you know who you are.

anyway, haha. PMR's closing in quite a bit and i think its time i start my engines for it! stop playing games, stop reading novels, cut back on the afternoon nap and all and sit down and use my god given brain! hahah~!

oh and I LOVED THE MOVIE FAST AND FURIOUS 4!!!!!!!!
i have to admit it isnt as captivating as the rest but i mean from my point of view its still was one helluva movie! the cars and the boys were oh so amazing!!!!!!!!

hahahahahahhaha!

oh and i realized Spell It Right competition qualifying round is exceptionally hard to get by! i have to memorize the entire dictionary! thats my text book! i think i might have to let it slip?! sobs. sigh.

love to chat but i gtg,
joyce