Good girls go baadddd.

I'm currently in LURVE with the song by cobra starship with leighton meester.
not only is she pretty, she's also multi talented. argh.

went to church. i think it really calms me down and makes me happy. church i mean.

hmm. exam exam, please go away, cant you come back another day?

you know how in school madeline foo always says i smell like flowers? you wouldn't believe it mad. someone said i smelled like hong kong feet. i was like WTF? but i dont get angry over petty issues like that so i just gave her a shrug and walked away.

did a facebook quiz. Which Bitch Are You? the answer.

ALPHA BITCH: You are an Alpha bitch. You are dominating and controlling, but your man or friends can't say anything to that because you are so good at everything. You are pretty, smart, funny, social... your boys are lining up for you despite the way you treat them.

i dont treat people that way. or wait. no i dont! i dont dominate and control. if you think otherwise, comment. here or facebook. up to ya'll.

gosh. i miss him like mad. today, i saw this car that looked like his pass by my house. i actually stood up and smiled to myself. this infatuation and admiring is starting to take a toll on me. i mean. i keep expecting something when deep down i know there will be nothing there. i dunno whats wrong with me. i know he'll never be mine. so why do i still bother? argh.

michy's bday coming! hehe. got her gift ady. but still need to go shopping with her. hahaha! after i told her there was sale at charles and keith, she was itching to go! she's like a rebbeca bloomwood malaysian version. if you dont understand, rebbeca bloomwood is the main character of confessions of a shopaholic. i need to get new stuff too. like shoes and a jacket. preferably ballet flats and a grey jacket. hmm. turning girly. aiks. hope i dont turn into one of those high pitched squealing creatures. hahahaha.

i wanna go to kl la!!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE MY GRANDMOTHER! I DO THINK STUDIES COME FIRST WHAT ABOUT FAMILY??? DOESN'T THAT COME FIRST? ARGH.

i think i'm slightly scrambled up now. its like. just when i thought my life was totally under control, it spiraled right out and slapped me across my face.

hurting and in pain,
joyce

new dude.

have you guys heard of the song : hey stephen by taylor swift?

haha. it s's a really nice song.

it'd be cool if ce mich sang it to him. hahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahha.

inside joke. DONT ASK ANYONE BOUT IT!

he's just some really cool dude from church who's been really nice to my family especially now with everything going on.

he's a good counselor. he's really good at making you spill your beans somehow. i think its the hair. defo the hair. its well. middle parting but not quite in the middle. you know? nah, i betcha dont. its really unique. hahahahah.

i think he's a really nice guy. i mean. yeah. he's a good guy. that's it. the funniest thing bout him is he's got this aura of peculiarness. as in. he's weird but he's not irritatingly weird. in fact its the weird that makes you giggle. and makes you go ohhhhhhhhhhh okay. ahahha. but he knows alot of stuff so its really easy to talk to him.

we had to resolve an issue before i realized that about him. and he's really hard to ignore since everyone's nice to him and he's nice to everyone.

and he's very evasive. when he doesnt want to answer that question, and there's a drink in front of him, he's bound to pick it up and drink. but i like that he's honest. honest people are hard to find.

i think he's good for her. i hope my sister picks him over the other dude. she better or she's blind.

oh and FYI, i dont like stephen. i like. another guy. tee hee.

loving the skips of freedom,
joyce

Catch me if you can...........

have been having quite a number of bad days. family matters intruding my every brain cell.

sorry if i havent been around. been pretty busy and away.

sorry if i caused any amount of trouble for ya'll.

been pretty insulting due to my bad moods. sorry stephen!

hmm. i miss him alot and there's nothing i can do. haha. cliche i know.

I love you grandma! YOU'RE THE BEST GMA IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE!


loving, praising, missing, crying and apologising,
joyce

sometimes, i feel stupid when i talk to you.

sometimes, when you call me and talk to me, i feel comforted by your voice but when we talk, i feel really stupid compared to you. you.re smart and everything that i'm not.

anyways, i've not been in school for two days. kinda miss it. hehe. a lil. sick. cramps. darn. anyway, been studying alot. my brain's getting sore. ahahah. if thats even possible.

had dinner with bien and nikki the other night at Nok Thai. Great food. loved it. Dad was telling us loads of stories bout the olden days when he was young and adventurous. well, he isnt young now but he aint old but the same old adventure runs through him.

izzat made a funny video bout PMR. you guys can view it on his facebook profile. its hilarious. audio effects are awesome. ahahah.

still missing you and you dont even know.

haha. i did all these stupid quizzes in class and four came out lawyer and three came out doctor. my friends were all very consistent. always either teacher or artist or the others repeatedly again. i was once of those people who had several choices. aiks.

confused, crazy about you, stupidly studying
joyce

i know its been awhile.

hey heys. sorry for not updating. its been a while since i got to use the comp without disturbance.

so...... these few weeks have been hectic. studying, school, friends, church, family. all cramped up in 24 hours is not an easy task. but i do thank God for giving me the opportunity to get by my days with strength and focus.

teachers have this tendency of giving me tasks to do which can easily be accomplished by themselves. just cause their older. pffsssssss.

anyways, church has been awesome. i love going to youth. although i dont go to abundant life on sunday. hehe. sorryyyy. i've been learning alot of things about Him and myself. It's amazing what you can achieve when you work with people which have the same goal as you.

TO ALL WOMEN. PLEASE DO BE CAREFUL WHEN YOU ARE IN THE CAR PARK LOT ALONE OR WHEN YOU ARE ALONE ON THE STREETS. DO LOOK OUT AND BE AWARE OF YOUR SURROUNDINGS.

oh oh oh! Are you guys freee on the 15th of August? Please come for my school MUSIC FESTVIAL!!! the entry fee is RM10 only! its starts at ten and ends at noon! please come to enjoy great music and great company! i'll be selling food and drinks! For tickets, you can find me! at school, 3AM1!
or church, eklektos youth saturdays 7.30-10.30!
hehe.

anyways, gtg study now!

tata for now!
joyce

randomness..

I brought my camera to church last sat. started taking random pics with everyone. well i missed a few people like apple, oscar, edrea, yvonne, and some others.

posted them on facebook. i think i look weird. dunno la.

hmm. maybe change is good. what do you think?

hint hint. it involves my hair and a country change.

loving you without you knowing,
joyce