too long too fast...

I have not blogged for abt 2 weeks...

so sorry abt that...

my life is kinda messed up now...

i dont know what to do..

where to go....

what to fix...

how to fix it....

when to fix it...

why did it break...

how did it break....

and why the sound of it breaking is worse then any other sound you've ever heard...

and why the silence after it slices my heart like a deep papercut....

why does it happen...

is this a phase?

will it go away...

i hope it does....

i want to better...

not what i am now...

i wanna go forward not backward...

someone tell me how.....


thoughts and rants,
Joyce

Cheesy me.....

I like cheesy movies... dramas... series....

I like the love triangles between the hot guy, the best friend and the girl...

I like the fights and how they look at each other, trying to trust one another but end up drifting away from one another....

I like how they always either have a really teary eyed ending or a really happy ending...

I like how the mother or mother in law is a total B****...

I watched Another Cinderella Story.... It was good... not super good but nice.... Selena Gomez and Drew Seeley... Some of you might go: who?.... don't worry! .... i haven't heard of the guy since this month and i haven't heard of the girl till 3 months ago...

I like Cheesy shows...


hehe,
Joyce

I had a great day.......

13th October, 2008

The most fun day I've had since recently....

I had badminton in the morning from 9.45-11.45...

Then i went with Xiao Wei and Davina for food...

then we went to her house to change and just as we were leaving for Waterworld
(~ which I had no idea where it was located till yesterday~)

THE POURING RAIN MADE US WAIT FOR TWO HOURS!!!!!!

so for two hours, we chatted, sang, watched some chinese drama called: Destined, to love you!
~quite nice actually! your typical love triangles and some drama but quite sad lo!~

Then it finally stopped raining!!!!

HAAH!!!!!! We arrived and saw our long lost friends Leonie Lim!!!!! still the same old her!!! hahahahaahah!

We played and laughed and had loadsa fun!!!!

but then all fun has to end some time!

so when it was Leonie's time to leave we got a lil sad but it was all okay!

Then, Davina an I realized something!.......

WE FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURES WITH HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh.... i guess that means we get to call her out again! hahahahahaa

I went home, tired but still hyper!

My hair is pretty dry and coarse because of the pool water! ( aiks!)

hahaha..

but all in all, i'm glad i went out with them!

but this trip out i definitely learnt that arranging transport there and back is really important!

Thanks for the trip, people!!!!!!!!!

Hehe,
Joyce

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!!!

I'M FREE!!!!!!!

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!! ( well, the important ones i mean!)

I'm so relieved i could cry!!!!! Well, i did! hahaha!~!!!!!

I can do anything i want now!!!!

I can shop, laze, watch TV, use the comp and have fun without worrying about not studying!!!

I know its temporary but I want to use to its max!!!!!

HAHAHAAHAHA!!!!!

I'm so happy, can you tell?


Hehehaha,
Joyce

been drifting in and out of life....

I've been couped up in studies so badly thats i'm glad its gonna be over by friday...

I really hope I get First place in class.....

I really studied and really focused on my goals......

I may have been distracted by the stupid tv drama's and the stupid comp but i managed to control and convince myself that i get to use these very nice things after my exam.........

I just hope I get what I worked for.....

I really hope so..........


Aiks,
Joyce