OH NO~!!!!! I'M SICK~~~~~

The last time i went to the doctors was two years ago. I had a fever then. Now. I have a fever and a upper respiratory tract infection. It all started with a small lil sore throat and then became a wheezing cough and then a total bonfire of a fever. I wasn't the only with it. My friends had it too. My teachers were actually telling us to go home because we had it. They were blaming the weather. they were really cute about it though! hah!

I had the cough on monday and then tuesday i had it a lil worse with a slight fever. Wednesday was when i couldn't take it anymore. I was in class and i couldnt think straight. I had to distract myself to not fall asleep and get sent home. but not even my friends were buying my oh so famous line of I AM OK LA! hehe. i was picked up by ce char to go hoome to my comforting and warm bed. but before i could get forty winks to get better my mom whisked me off to where i got my first injection to get some medical consultation and some meds. The doctor was telling us it was due to the weather and its constant change from sunny to windy to rain and then sunny again that was affecting all of us. even the doc was a lil down with the cough! haha!

I took the advantage of the time home to finish up all the undone homework. like the history notes i've been procrastinating and the math i've been avoiding! haha!

Now, all i want is to be better and not have porridge everyday!!!

a lil eccentric i know,
joyce

life is passing me by.... what should i do?

its been a while since i blogged...time really does fly without you noticing...

in class, i feel a little bit weird... the class i'm in isn't like the classes i'm used to... its very.... unwelcoming... no one cares about you...

they hardly acknowledge your presence and even if they do talk to you, they sound as if their unwilling and obligated to. even if they dont mean it. you can hear it in their voice.

everyone's telling me to forget it cause they'll come to you when they fine out about how good you are.

but am i good enough? am i cool enough? am i nice enough to even be their friend? i know i sound awfully stupid but its bugging me. not all the time but. still. its like a stone in your shoe. you'll get used to it but it bugs you anyway.

my circle of friends that consisted of Xiao Wei, Davina, Stanley, Samuel, Li Ze, Chris, Samson, wen Yiing, Dylan, Nicole, and Madeline. now its just down to me, Wen Yiing, Dylan and Nicole.and the newest additions, chong vui vun and aaron yong. chong vui vun is a bit... well gay... coz... he has only a sister to look up to and I dont blame him... at least he isnt a fake-ish kinda gay... .Aaron on the other hand is kinda cool. he's a athlete with mad. he's friendly and nice. the best part abt him! HE ISNT IMMATURE!!!!! haahahahah...

its Valentine's day on saturday! all the lovey dovey couples have already started planning for this oh-so-lovely-day!!! well, i'm glad i;m single! hahaha!dont hav to fuss on what to get or buy for your partner! i think its wonderful to have a day to shower your loved one with gifts but at such a young age, its truly unnecessary! you can barely earn a wage of rm200 a month why spend a great deal amount of your PARENTS money on your supposedly GIRL or BOYFRIEND when the possibility of the break up is like a month or two away?

on the positive note, i am jealous of those lucky bi***es who get flowers and gifts on vday... haha... envious would be a better word tho... haha! wishing i were in their shoes? not so much. maybe. maybe not. but i have a better way of spending valentine night! ahha! i'm going to church! i heard a loud gasp escape your lips! how dare you! hahahaha! yeah. i took advice from my relatives on going to youth! thank you vincent! i think its probably time i spend more time with the Man Upstairs!

well... thats about it... i think.... am listening to The Fray - You Found Me... really nice...

its time thats changing me...
joyce