Monday, October 27, 2008

too long too fast...

I have not blogged for abt 2 weeks...

so sorry abt that...

my life is kinda messed up now...

i dont know what to do..

where to go....

what to fix...

how to fix it....

when to fix it...

why did it break...

how did it break....

and why the sound of it breaking is worse then any other sound you've ever heard...

and why the silence after it slices my heart like a deep papercut....

why does it happen...

is this a phase?

will it go away...

i hope it does....

i want to better...

not what i am now...

i wanna go forward not backward...

someone tell me how.....


thoughts and rants,
Joyce