haha. you're probablying going ~yikes~ at the title. its a song by all american rejects. its nice. i like ~natural disaster~ by the plain white T's too.
this week has been hectic. study study study. exam exam. more papers. more masks. more tissues. more haze. terrible weather we have.
i'm so happy. i'm so happy. and only some people will know. gosh. hehe. i cant believe it. lol. hahahhahaha.
anyways, my teachers are extra paranoid now that my school has two confirmed H1N1 patients and yet my school isnt closing. how perfectly wonderful. we should sue him if it touches any of my friends.
i think i'm really gonna pick up learning the guitar after PMR. i know lotsa people say that. but i really want to. when i see people play the guitar, i feel so inspired and jealous. i wanna play too. ahhahahaha.
anyways, gtg. busy week.
got mich's bday and youth. me, max and jamie made a vid for this weeks announcements. was tiring man. hahha. all of ya'll who come to my church please be there on the 8th of August! THE VID IS AWESOME!
haha, hehe, sigh,
Joyce
Showing posts with label exams backstabs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label exams backstabs. Show all posts
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
Good girls go baadddd.
I'm currently in LURVE with the song by cobra starship with leighton meester.
not only is she pretty, she's also multi talented. argh.
went to church. i think it really calms me down and makes me happy. church i mean.
hmm. exam exam, please go away, cant you come back another day?
you know how in school madeline foo always says i smell like flowers? you wouldn't believe it mad. someone said i smelled like hong kong feet. i was like WTF? but i dont get angry over petty issues like that so i just gave her a shrug and walked away.
did a facebook quiz. Which Bitch Are You? the answer.
ALPHA BITCH: You are an Alpha bitch. You are dominating and controlling, but your man or friends can't say anything to that because you are so good at everything. You are pretty, smart, funny, social... your boys are lining up for you despite the way you treat them.
i dont treat people that way. or wait. no i dont! i dont dominate and control. if you think otherwise, comment. here or facebook. up to ya'll.
gosh. i miss him like mad. today, i saw this car that looked like his pass by my house. i actually stood up and smiled to myself. this infatuation and admiring is starting to take a toll on me. i mean. i keep expecting something when deep down i know there will be nothing there. i dunno whats wrong with me. i know he'll never be mine. so why do i still bother? argh.
michy's bday coming! hehe. got her gift ady. but still need to go shopping with her. hahaha! after i told her there was sale at charles and keith, she was itching to go! she's like a rebbeca bloomwood malaysian version. if you dont understand, rebbeca bloomwood is the main character of confessions of a shopaholic. i need to get new stuff too. like shoes and a jacket. preferably ballet flats and a grey jacket. hmm. turning girly. aiks. hope i dont turn into one of those high pitched squealing creatures. hahahaha.
i wanna go to kl la!!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE MY GRANDMOTHER! I DO THINK STUDIES COME FIRST WHAT ABOUT FAMILY??? DOESN'T THAT COME FIRST? ARGH.
i think i'm slightly scrambled up now. its like. just when i thought my life was totally under control, it spiraled right out and slapped me across my face.
hurting and in pain,
joyce
not only is she pretty, she's also multi talented. argh.
went to church. i think it really calms me down and makes me happy. church i mean.
hmm. exam exam, please go away, cant you come back another day?
you know how in school madeline foo always says i smell like flowers? you wouldn't believe it mad. someone said i smelled like hong kong feet. i was like WTF? but i dont get angry over petty issues like that so i just gave her a shrug and walked away.
did a facebook quiz. Which Bitch Are You? the answer.
ALPHA BITCH: You are an Alpha bitch. You are dominating and controlling, but your man or friends can't say anything to that because you are so good at everything. You are pretty, smart, funny, social... your boys are lining up for you despite the way you treat them.
i dont treat people that way. or wait. no i dont! i dont dominate and control. if you think otherwise, comment. here or facebook. up to ya'll.
gosh. i miss him like mad. today, i saw this car that looked like his pass by my house. i actually stood up and smiled to myself. this infatuation and admiring is starting to take a toll on me. i mean. i keep expecting something when deep down i know there will be nothing there. i dunno whats wrong with me. i know he'll never be mine. so why do i still bother? argh.
michy's bday coming! hehe. got her gift ady. but still need to go shopping with her. hahaha! after i told her there was sale at charles and keith, she was itching to go! she's like a rebbeca bloomwood malaysian version. if you dont understand, rebbeca bloomwood is the main character of confessions of a shopaholic. i need to get new stuff too. like shoes and a jacket. preferably ballet flats and a grey jacket. hmm. turning girly. aiks. hope i dont turn into one of those high pitched squealing creatures. hahahaha.
i wanna go to kl la!!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE MY GRANDMOTHER! I DO THINK STUDIES COME FIRST WHAT ABOUT FAMILY??? DOESN'T THAT COME FIRST? ARGH.
i think i'm slightly scrambled up now. its like. just when i thought my life was totally under control, it spiraled right out and slapped me across my face.
hurting and in pain,
joyce
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
sometimes, i feel stupid when i talk to you.
sometimes, when you call me and talk to me, i feel comforted by your voice but when we talk, i feel really stupid compared to you. you.re smart and everything that i'm not.
anyways, i've not been in school for two days. kinda miss it. hehe. a lil. sick. cramps. darn. anyway, been studying alot. my brain's getting sore. ahahah. if thats even possible.
had dinner with bien and nikki the other night at Nok Thai. Great food. loved it. Dad was telling us loads of stories bout the olden days when he was young and adventurous. well, he isnt young now but he aint old but the same old adventure runs through him.
izzat made a funny video bout PMR. you guys can view it on his facebook profile. its hilarious. audio effects are awesome. ahahah.
still missing you and you dont even know.
haha. i did all these stupid quizzes in class and four came out lawyer and three came out doctor. my friends were all very consistent. always either teacher or artist or the others repeatedly again. i was once of those people who had several choices. aiks.
confused, crazy about you, stupidly studying
joyce
anyways, i've not been in school for two days. kinda miss it. hehe. a lil. sick. cramps. darn. anyway, been studying alot. my brain's getting sore. ahahah. if thats even possible.
had dinner with bien and nikki the other night at Nok Thai. Great food. loved it. Dad was telling us loads of stories bout the olden days when he was young and adventurous. well, he isnt young now but he aint old but the same old adventure runs through him.
izzat made a funny video bout PMR. you guys can view it on his facebook profile. its hilarious. audio effects are awesome. ahahah.
still missing you and you dont even know.
haha. i did all these stupid quizzes in class and four came out lawyer and three came out doctor. my friends were all very consistent. always either teacher or artist or the others repeatedly again. i was once of those people who had several choices. aiks.
confused, crazy about you, stupidly studying
joyce
Sunday, May 10, 2009
sun, sand and tan.
guess where i went right after my exam?
i went to Karambunai!!! ahahahahahhahhaha!
i was like a prisoner escaping the jail but the advantage of having no warden running behind me!!!!!
i went to karambunai. and the moment i arrived my first thought or should i say, sight? was the lovingly lovely and oh so beautiful sea........
i know you guys always read about the sandy white beaches, but it was really sandy white! hahaha! i sound like those sakai tourist i know. but a holiday away from home was something i was in dire need of.
we had tea with clement lo. my sister mandy's bestie. he's pretty cool. couldn't really recognize him at first cause he totally changed. he was wearing a crisp white shirt with black pants and shoes. very formal. he just finish class. no wonder. i remember him in jeans and some weird top most of the time. ahha. i thought he was one of the waiters! hahahahahah! he likes to speak cantonese now. weird. hmm. anyway, he bought us lunch/tea which was pretty cool. i think this time he changed my perspective on him. he's a pretty cool guy, friendly, smart, presentable, efficient, and above all nice to my sister. not bad. not too shabby. haha.
the second day, i woke up at like 5.30 and went for a short walk. checked out whether anyone else in the resort was up. turns out i scared the workers cause they thought they were working late. ahhaha. so i went back to the room, tried to sleep but couldnt. so i just lay there in my thoughts amidst the synchronized snoring from my sister and my mom. geez. were they really that tired? i mean how tiring can driving be? from kk to sepanggar bay? hello? 20 minutes? that tiring huh? hmm. really terrible la my sister. acted as if she drove from china all the way to arab. anyway... so i went on a short walk by myself. took some pics but deleted them. bad lighting, shakey hands. its funny how when you're by yourself and all you have is your thoughts and its as if their outloud. well, my thoughts were mostly about him so they were good thoughts. i hope. then i had breakfast which was really good. some greens, bread and this awesome omelette. haha. the funniest was when i saw the batter. it was this huge bowl of egg. like huge la! and i asked her how many eggs were in it? she answered six trays and i went huh? she said there are 36eggs per tray i was like oh. then i was like wow! 36 x 5 is like 180 eggs. and she uses two bowls. thats 360 eggs per morning. now, thats alot of eggs.
i went swimming with my sisters. i would have preferably done it with my friends. both my sisters were like all graceful and 'tired' and just wanted to sit there and chat. thats what they call 'swimming'. i was like WHAT????? but fine, we all wanted a tan anyway. so now when you see me, i might look a bit tan. just a bit. not too obvious i hope. hahah. my dad came on the second day too. we took a ton of pics. the sunset was beautiful. the shades of pink, red, blue, orange, purple and streaks of white were amazing.
just goes to show how wonderful and insightful our lord is.
at night, we played monopoly. and the first time ever. i didnt die first. i didnt lose first. i came out second. i was in a tad bit of a shock whne mandy lost. she was holding so much money but i guess sometimes she is a bit too confident.
went kayaking too. tide was slightly choppy but it was cool to go against the tide. loved it. challenging but really fun.
wanted to go horseback riding but kept postponing. haha. in the end, i didnt get to. so, the third was the most fun i think. we swam in the morning and played chicken. so awesome la my dad. ahahha. all he did was push my sister with one finger and both of us fell. ahhahahaha. unstable la this chicken. ahhahahahahha.
i loved this trip. it might not be the best trip ever. but it was fairly interesting.
loving what loves me,
joyce
i went to Karambunai!!! ahahahahahhahhaha!
i was like a prisoner escaping the jail but the advantage of having no warden running behind me!!!!!
i went to karambunai. and the moment i arrived my first thought or should i say, sight? was the lovingly lovely and oh so beautiful sea........
i know you guys always read about the sandy white beaches, but it was really sandy white! hahaha! i sound like those sakai tourist i know. but a holiday away from home was something i was in dire need of.
we had tea with clement lo. my sister mandy's bestie. he's pretty cool. couldn't really recognize him at first cause he totally changed. he was wearing a crisp white shirt with black pants and shoes. very formal. he just finish class. no wonder. i remember him in jeans and some weird top most of the time. ahha. i thought he was one of the waiters! hahahahahah! he likes to speak cantonese now. weird. hmm. anyway, he bought us lunch/tea which was pretty cool. i think this time he changed my perspective on him. he's a pretty cool guy, friendly, smart, presentable, efficient, and above all nice to my sister. not bad. not too shabby. haha.
the second day, i woke up at like 5.30 and went for a short walk. checked out whether anyone else in the resort was up. turns out i scared the workers cause they thought they were working late. ahhaha. so i went back to the room, tried to sleep but couldnt. so i just lay there in my thoughts amidst the synchronized snoring from my sister and my mom. geez. were they really that tired? i mean how tiring can driving be? from kk to sepanggar bay? hello? 20 minutes? that tiring huh? hmm. really terrible la my sister. acted as if she drove from china all the way to arab. anyway... so i went on a short walk by myself. took some pics but deleted them. bad lighting, shakey hands. its funny how when you're by yourself and all you have is your thoughts and its as if their outloud. well, my thoughts were mostly about him so they were good thoughts. i hope. then i had breakfast which was really good. some greens, bread and this awesome omelette. haha. the funniest was when i saw the batter. it was this huge bowl of egg. like huge la! and i asked her how many eggs were in it? she answered six trays and i went huh? she said there are 36eggs per tray i was like oh. then i was like wow! 36 x 5 is like 180 eggs. and she uses two bowls. thats 360 eggs per morning. now, thats alot of eggs.
i went swimming with my sisters. i would have preferably done it with my friends. both my sisters were like all graceful and 'tired' and just wanted to sit there and chat. thats what they call 'swimming'. i was like WHAT????? but fine, we all wanted a tan anyway. so now when you see me, i might look a bit tan. just a bit. not too obvious i hope. hahah. my dad came on the second day too. we took a ton of pics. the sunset was beautiful. the shades of pink, red, blue, orange, purple and streaks of white were amazing.
just goes to show how wonderful and insightful our lord is.
at night, we played monopoly. and the first time ever. i didnt die first. i didnt lose first. i came out second. i was in a tad bit of a shock whne mandy lost. she was holding so much money but i guess sometimes she is a bit too confident.
went kayaking too. tide was slightly choppy but it was cool to go against the tide. loved it. challenging but really fun.
wanted to go horseback riding but kept postponing. haha. in the end, i didnt get to. so, the third was the most fun i think. we swam in the morning and played chicken. so awesome la my dad. ahahha. all he did was push my sister with one finger and both of us fell. ahhahahaha. unstable la this chicken. ahhahahahahha.
i loved this trip. it might not be the best trip ever. but it was fairly interesting.
loving what loves me,
joyce
the awful truth....
EXAMS OVER~~~~~~
you know the saying, the truth will set you free or honesty is the best policy?
sometimes they may come in handy, in others times, their just pure crap.
when i was younger i was probably the worst sister ever. i was a spy. a tattertale. a creep. a wannabe. a fake. a whiny lil bitch.
really. thats the truth.
so, now. i've changed into a original, weirdo, loud, confident, conspirating, and unconventional sister.
the tables have turned.
now, its my turn to pay the price. my sisters excluding charlotte. are awful. AWFUL.
for those who are reading. and going. i dont believe what she's saying. i'm sorry. but i just cant seem to hold it in anymore.
my sisters are the most self centered, self righteous, self praised, irresponsible, ungrateful, inconsiderate and unmoraled people i have ever known. and although they may be related to me by blood. i would rather die than to be related to them in truth.
and no. i'm never ever ever gonna take this back.
and you know what you've done. you made a dent in my life. that permanent damage. the damage you've done will never heal. and because of it, i'm paying but i wont let you make me suffer. you hurt me, i'll hurt you back. that's just the law of the universe.
so my beloved sibling, you really wanna continue with your act of 'pure and clean'? and put me in the darkness? by all means, pick your poison. revenge runs in our blood. as they say, young ones are mad and they learn fast. old dogs cant learn new tricks. young ones can.
bring it on, sister. BRING IT ON.
killing you softly with my love....
joyce
you know the saying, the truth will set you free or honesty is the best policy?
sometimes they may come in handy, in others times, their just pure crap.
when i was younger i was probably the worst sister ever. i was a spy. a tattertale. a creep. a wannabe. a fake. a whiny lil bitch.
really. thats the truth.
so, now. i've changed into a original, weirdo, loud, confident, conspirating, and unconventional sister.
the tables have turned.
now, its my turn to pay the price. my sisters excluding charlotte. are awful. AWFUL.
for those who are reading. and going. i dont believe what she's saying. i'm sorry. but i just cant seem to hold it in anymore.
my sisters are the most self centered, self righteous, self praised, irresponsible, ungrateful, inconsiderate and unmoraled people i have ever known. and although they may be related to me by blood. i would rather die than to be related to them in truth.
and no. i'm never ever ever gonna take this back.
and you know what you've done. you made a dent in my life. that permanent damage. the damage you've done will never heal. and because of it, i'm paying but i wont let you make me suffer. you hurt me, i'll hurt you back. that's just the law of the universe.
so my beloved sibling, you really wanna continue with your act of 'pure and clean'? and put me in the darkness? by all means, pick your poison. revenge runs in our blood. as they say, young ones are mad and they learn fast. old dogs cant learn new tricks. young ones can.
bring it on, sister. BRING IT ON.
killing you softly with my love....
joyce
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
its going to be over soon!!!!!!!!!
freedom is near!!!! i can smell it!!!!!!!!! but............. its not here yet.......
i know. lame. but its true!!!!!!!!!! its soooooo near yet sooooooooooo far.
the saying goes: time is slow for those who wait.
how true is that saying.
exams are nearly over. nearly. i finished my science, malay, english and history already. and my moral and my health test. i hope i do well. cause if i dont. the unthinkable happens. thats dangerous to even give it a thought.
i wanna go shopping!!!!!! hahahahahah!!!
anyway, my sister mandy is back! she's oh so famous in allsaints! hahahah! its not a surprise though! hahaha! she's is after all pretty, sweet and smart!
my sister coming back can only mean one thang and one thang only!!!!! we get to go for a holiday!!!!!!!! right after the last paper on friday, i get to run away to karambunai resort for a fun weekend! just girls! hahahaha!
i miss having those days with nothing to do! i want them back!!!!!!!!!!
i'm fighting with a supergirl for the ultimate guy. just my luck i guess.
haha. sob.
joyce
i know. lame. but its true!!!!!!!!!! its soooooo near yet sooooooooooo far.
the saying goes: time is slow for those who wait.
how true is that saying.
exams are nearly over. nearly. i finished my science, malay, english and history already. and my moral and my health test. i hope i do well. cause if i dont. the unthinkable happens. thats dangerous to even give it a thought.
i wanna go shopping!!!!!! hahahahahah!!!
anyway, my sister mandy is back! she's oh so famous in allsaints! hahahah! its not a surprise though! hahaha! she's is after all pretty, sweet and smart!
my sister coming back can only mean one thang and one thang only!!!!! we get to go for a holiday!!!!!!!! right after the last paper on friday, i get to run away to karambunai resort for a fun weekend! just girls! hahahaha!
i miss having those days with nothing to do! i want them back!!!!!!!!!!
i'm fighting with a supergirl for the ultimate guy. just my luck i guess.
haha. sob.
joyce
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