Good girls go baadddd.

I'm currently in LURVE with the song by cobra starship with leighton meester.
not only is she pretty, she's also multi talented. argh.

went to church. i think it really calms me down and makes me happy. church i mean.

hmm. exam exam, please go away, cant you come back another day?

you know how in school madeline foo always says i smell like flowers? you wouldn't believe it mad. someone said i smelled like hong kong feet. i was like WTF? but i dont get angry over petty issues like that so i just gave her a shrug and walked away.

did a facebook quiz. Which Bitch Are You? the answer.

ALPHA BITCH: You are an Alpha bitch. You are dominating and controlling, but your man or friends can't say anything to that because you are so good at everything. You are pretty, smart, funny, social... your boys are lining up for you despite the way you treat them.

i dont treat people that way. or wait. no i dont! i dont dominate and control. if you think otherwise, comment. here or facebook. up to ya'll.

gosh. i miss him like mad. today, i saw this car that looked like his pass by my house. i actually stood up and smiled to myself. this infatuation and admiring is starting to take a toll on me. i mean. i keep expecting something when deep down i know there will be nothing there. i dunno whats wrong with me. i know he'll never be mine. so why do i still bother? argh.

michy's bday coming! hehe. got her gift ady. but still need to go shopping with her. hahaha! after i told her there was sale at charles and keith, she was itching to go! she's like a rebbeca bloomwood malaysian version. if you dont understand, rebbeca bloomwood is the main character of confessions of a shopaholic. i need to get new stuff too. like shoes and a jacket. preferably ballet flats and a grey jacket. hmm. turning girly. aiks. hope i dont turn into one of those high pitched squealing creatures. hahahaha.

i wanna go to kl la!!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE MY GRANDMOTHER! I DO THINK STUDIES COME FIRST WHAT ABOUT FAMILY??? DOESN'T THAT COME FIRST? ARGH.

i think i'm slightly scrambled up now. its like. just when i thought my life was totally under control, it spiraled right out and slapped me across my face.

hurting and in pain,
joyce