Showing posts with label church perch. Show all posts
Showing posts with label church perch. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you

haha. you're probablying going ~yikes~ at the title. its a song by all american rejects. its nice. i like ~natural disaster~ by the plain white T's too.

this week has been hectic. study study study. exam exam. more papers. more masks. more tissues. more haze. terrible weather we have.

i'm so happy. i'm so happy. and only some people will know. gosh. hehe. i cant believe it. lol. hahahhahaha.

anyways, my teachers are extra paranoid now that my school has two confirmed H1N1 patients and yet my school isnt closing. how perfectly wonderful. we should sue him if it touches any of my friends.

i think i'm really gonna pick up learning the guitar after PMR. i know lotsa people say that. but i really want to. when i see people play the guitar, i feel so inspired and jealous. i wanna play too. ahhahahaha.

anyways, gtg. busy week.

got mich's bday and youth. me, max and jamie made a vid for this weeks announcements. was tiring man. hahha. all of ya'll who come to my church please be there on the 8th of August! THE VID IS AWESOME!

haha, hehe, sigh,
Joyce

Friday, July 31, 2009

Good girls go baadddd.

I'm currently in LURVE with the song by cobra starship with leighton meester.
not only is she pretty, she's also multi talented. argh.

went to church. i think it really calms me down and makes me happy. church i mean.

hmm. exam exam, please go away, cant you come back another day?

you know how in school madeline foo always says i smell like flowers? you wouldn't believe it mad. someone said i smelled like hong kong feet. i was like WTF? but i dont get angry over petty issues like that so i just gave her a shrug and walked away.

did a facebook quiz. Which Bitch Are You? the answer.

ALPHA BITCH: You are an Alpha bitch. You are dominating and controlling, but your man or friends can't say anything to that because you are so good at everything. You are pretty, smart, funny, social... your boys are lining up for you despite the way you treat them.

i dont treat people that way. or wait. no i dont! i dont dominate and control. if you think otherwise, comment. here or facebook. up to ya'll.

gosh. i miss him like mad. today, i saw this car that looked like his pass by my house. i actually stood up and smiled to myself. this infatuation and admiring is starting to take a toll on me. i mean. i keep expecting something when deep down i know there will be nothing there. i dunno whats wrong with me. i know he'll never be mine. so why do i still bother? argh.

michy's bday coming! hehe. got her gift ady. but still need to go shopping with her. hahaha! after i told her there was sale at charles and keith, she was itching to go! she's like a rebbeca bloomwood malaysian version. if you dont understand, rebbeca bloomwood is the main character of confessions of a shopaholic. i need to get new stuff too. like shoes and a jacket. preferably ballet flats and a grey jacket. hmm. turning girly. aiks. hope i dont turn into one of those high pitched squealing creatures. hahahaha.

i wanna go to kl la!!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE MY GRANDMOTHER! I DO THINK STUDIES COME FIRST WHAT ABOUT FAMILY??? DOESN'T THAT COME FIRST? ARGH.

i think i'm slightly scrambled up now. its like. just when i thought my life was totally under control, it spiraled right out and slapped me across my face.

hurting and in pain,
joyce

Saturday, June 20, 2009

oopsies! hehe!

sorry! have been going around crazy with homework and projects and teachers extra favours that i've been negleccting my blog. hehe.

okay. so here's what i've been up to.

hmm. lets see. the 2nd week of hols i had class. so it was kinda sad but fun. we all sat in our preferred groups and made as much fun outta the new teachers and laughed loudly with not a care for them. hehe. i know it sounds mean but when you do it, you'll know how much fun and joy it brings. haha! found out my long time friend likes me which made go all WHAT??? SERIOUS????. haha. if you know me then you know la what my face looked like. so yeah. turns out everytime he claims he wants to borrow my pens or whatever is just so he can see me. now i'm like erm..... what should i do????. and then the one of the day in extra class he got put beside me in class for like an hour and i well.... kinda ignored him entirely. people claim he tried talking to me but i seriously did not hear a squeak outta him. i'm speaking the truth! i wasnt being mean i just didnt hear him!

i went to youth on saturday. 13th of june. Vincent Lai. my cousin. i think. hehe. relative la! haha. He gave a sermon. He talked about having long term and stable relationships. not the dating relationships but friendships that last. it was both interesting and funny. he kept asking whether we were okay, and everytime he did, all of us just said yes! and giggled. he was blushing constantly! hahaha!

IU DAY! haha! it was fun. although the heat was almost unbearable, it was just something on the side. the atmosphere was totally filled with laughter and joy! the performances were okay la! hahaha! although there were some eyecandy! hahahah! i think both boys and girls were like on check-that-out mode. was quite happy. meeting new people and stuff like that. i like meeting new people! ahhaha! although alotta people call me shy at times. hehe. i admit. sometimes. hehe.

hmm. oh yeah. my dad's 50th bday party! am so proud of him. i think the older generation can really throw awesome parties! not that their old. i mean. i think its because their all the same par that they mix so well and their inner child comes out and i've gotta say this, i really prefer the older generation parties than my own age. i think its because their all comfortable in their own skin, they all can sing really well, and they know all the right moves on the dance floor! i was like wow! aunty juliet can shake her hips like shakira! she's sixty! hahahaha! and uncle walter nair, uncle tony and uncle ganesh can really sing! they belted out tunes that were almost like the originals bands way back when i listened to the casettes! the songs may have been oldies but i loved the songs! there was this auntie from hijauan bengkoka corp. that my dad knew way back when they were kids and she sang this super-flirty happy birthday song! the lyrics were like: i know i'm not your girl anymore but i do wish you a very very happy birthday! my mom was like laughing soooo hard. i didnt know whether she was doing sarcasm or she was being territorial! hahaha! me, nikki and sister char sang a few songs too! ahhaa! my dad's party was a hit! his friends were asking for another party the day after! hahaha! something bout karaoke, the dance floor and a bar makes everyone happy and high! hahahahha!

so now, everyone's back to normal school mode and its all studies now. hmm.

i was reading chicken soup for the soul teenage IV. read a poem. and it felt like my situation right there and then. may post in up.

i'm missing my grandparents. i really wanna go back to kl and see them.

Saturday 20th June. woke up at 7. went to school at 8 till 12. then went to tuition 3-5. came home to shower and change for youth. had a blast. i love going to church and praising the Lord. Met Edrea's eldest brother Evan. their all giants. haha. tall.

thats all for now. might post some pics in facebook. later.

i'd never go against the wind,
joyce

Thursday, May 28, 2009

I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! for now. hehe.

I got my results today. i'm happy. though could have been better but whadahell.

been thinking alot about my situation lately. hmm. maybe i should tweak a few things about my life. like my relationship with god. how i talk to my friends and my family. my sisters in particular. maybe i should try to be a lil more soft and quiet. think it'll work?

i need new shoes. and a new phone. my current phone? terrible. its given up on me. not entirely. but its starting to! i need new shoes cause the one i have now are starting to discolor and its freaking me out!

my plans on studying in australia might be coming true! hahaha! am so happy! My dad is thinking about it! in fact, he's been talking about quite often now! my fingers are crossed and i'm praying hard about it too!

been thinking about him lately but you know what? maybe i'm not ready yet. i think i need to prioritize and i dont think boys are first on my list. its gonna be me, God, studies, and then boys. sound good? agreed? okay.

next motion, i've been thinking lately that i really wanna be a doctor. not a dentist. i dont think being a dentist will keep me sane. in fact, i think it'll drive me over the edge. can you imagine seeing the insides of someone mouth everyday? crap. thats insane. Doctors on the other hand do everything from the brain to your toes. i think i'll specialize in either the heart or just specialize in being a general specialist. hehe. i've done research. haha!

i miss IAN PANG!!!!!!!!!!! my teddy bear! he's in aussie. sigh. that chubby thing. hmm.
in fact, both me and yiing really do miss him. he's like the medium between both of us. makes us happy and smiley and crazy. he's like the line between ying and yang which is me and yiing. ahaha!

i havent called my grandparents lately. hmm. might call em later. today duan wu jie which means rice dumpling day. my mom used to make those when she wasnt working. she used to make special ones for me! just beans, sausages and mushrooms! i dont want the eggs or oysters! ahhaha! now, she just buys them. and sincerely, their nothing compared to my moms. i guess thats why i miss the times when she was just a housewife and not a businesswoman. hmm. because of her cooking and her way of making the house feel at clean, lovely and homey. hmm.

now that i have nearly ten days of freedom. i'm going to split it into a few ways. One, study. Two, sleep. Three, run with my dog. Four, go out with friends. Five, study. Six, help mom. Fair enough? hahah.

i think whats most important is that i start sharing more and more of my life with HIM. i think i've been neglecting Him alot. Not praying. Not reading the bible. The only time i do spend time with him is when i go to Youth. and thats only abt three hours. Three hours in one week? thats less than my studying. crap. so now. I'm going to start spending at least half and hour with Him. reading the bible. doing ODJ. praying. i think its going to help me in life and spiritually? right?

hmm. desperate times call for desperate measures. hehe.

you think i dont know.
how wrong could you be,
joyce

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

hooked on you.

haha. i know i havent blogged much these past few weeks. its cause the pmr toll has already started. the wheels have started turning. truth is I'M NOT READY DAMMNIT!!!!!!

exams start 4th to 8th may! and i'm still here using the comp. sigh. i know i shudnt but i cant help myself.

referring to the title above. hooked on you. there are several things i could mean. like the new laptop my dad got but he aint using yet. my new jeans. the tv. the comp. my phone. a guy.

yes. i said it. a guy. i'm hooked. but no. he aint my bf.

i know its silly to say i'm hooked onto him yet i know i'll never have him.

i mean. imagine this.

the guy. sweet,thoughtful, charming, smart and athletic.

me? ........ have no idea how to describe my self in comparison of him.

but yeah i know pathetic.

anyways, i miss having so much time to laze around and do nothing. now my schedules jammed packed with studying and extra curricular activities. its insane. this time last year. things were so slow moving. i was so bored. now. i'm everything else but bored.

hhahaaha. havent had time to spend with my friends though. like going out with mich, camy, lia. and going to the movies with yiing, samuel, xiao wei, davina, ong and bryan. sigh.

monday i have math tuition. tuesday i got science tuition. wednesday is study day. thursday is rest. friday is rest. saturday, wake up go dancing (yes i know. laugh. go ahead! LOL), afternoon i have malay tuition. then night i go to church youth. which is how i like my saturdays. productive yet not tiring. hahahah!

sundays are mostly used up by studying and doing my chores. hehe.

thats my week. haha. oh and i like walking the dog now that i have a friend to walk with. Edrea's his name. he has a dalmatian about three times the size of my dog yet when my dog went just a lil too close to his dalmatian named mike, the dog jumped into edrea's arms. i was like oh dear. i'm so sorry. hahahaha! his dog is really cute though. haha. has a weird yet funny expression. hahaha!

anyway, that about sums up my past few weeks!

oh! i went to bakat and had THE time of my life!!!! so sure i wanna go next year! it was awesome! we got third which is not bad at all!!!!!!

ahah. mandy's coming back to kk!!! yay! so happy!!

just my flow,
joyce

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I went for rEVOLution.....

I went for the REVOLUTION party... was supposed to go for the academy as well but nah.... was too tired anyways....

anyhow, i went and it was pretty awesome! i loved thw worship team! they were really good singers and they were really lively! jumping, dancing and all that!

the speaker Pastor Kenneth was really great! He was really into what he was talking, he never made us feel like we were in for a lecture but rather he was telling a tale, he shared his experiences and he knew what we were feeling, maybe it was just me but well, he was pretty good all in all!

but the only part which i didnt quite like was the part where he touched us and somehow we would fall to the floor. i dont know what was going on. were we supposed to fall to the ground or was it just for the purpose of letting our faith in the lord or was it cause he wanted us to lie in peace? i didnt know.

i couldnt fall to the ground. my body wouldnt trust the girl behind me. so i just sank to the floor in this kneeling postion.

i liked the emcee though. he's funnay! hahaha!

i went with elden and edrea but somehow along the way i got stuck with edrea and elden was somewhere at teh back with rich and calvin. hah. then i was lost once again being pushed around by ushers so that i could be prayed for by a pastor of whom pushed me side to side back and forth and then finally let me sink to the floor. i was all for praising the lord, praying, confessing my sins and so on forth but really what did it have to do with being pushed to the floor?

i'm not complaining. i'm just confused. what was the whole purpose? why do we need to be pushed onto lying on the floor? and the way we fell to lie on the flooe is like phew splat. the person behind us catching us arent exactly trained professionals. i was very much on my guard tonight. hmm.

lets talk about something else shall we?

shoes. hmm. i need new shoes. new converse. or just any other slip on shoes. ballet flats or mary janes. comfort first. hmm. in this case, i need to save cash.

i need at a hundred. hmm. i need a new wallet too. hmm.

scratch all the needs. i want. those arent exactly needs but wants.

what i need now is a cup of milo!!!

toodles hotties,
joyce

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Marley and Me... double dousage

I watched marley and me.... twice!

i know you probably went: aiyo! or what?~

the first time was with mich and yiing. we watched it and i was the only one out of the three that cried. can you believe that when i was teraing up mich actually giggled?! and went: you crying? aiyo!

i was like WTH?!

so this time.... i went with well... alot of people. i think twenty of em. all from church. i know. klites probably went what?! sabahans went: she finally goes to church!

hahah! i know! yes, i'm going to church people. to fill myself with some hope and faith in the Lord Almighty.

Thank god! this time around the only person that snickered was Edrea that sat beside me. he probably did it unconsciously. i forgive him. hahah!everyone else cried with me! THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahhaahahahaha!

yeah. it was jessica chen's bday. and about three days ago, it was frances's bday. and so i heard oscar's is on the way.

yeah i had a fairly good day and night. everything went well. we had dinner at hong kong recipe. i didnt have much coz of the sandwiches in the afternoon. had one too many of those deliciously filling things! hahahahah!

i love dogs. forever have. forever will. hehe!

somethings never change,
joyce

Friday, March 13, 2009

i got my self in, i get my self out

you know those cliche love story of how this girl falls for the super popular guy and just happens that the girl is best friends with the hottest girl? and then the plot is hot girl and hot guy date and plain girl watches and stands all alone and then one day or rather slowly the hot guy starts to like plain girl and then hot girl turns into a total bitch and then in the end the hot girl and plain girl are good friends again and the guy becomes the plain girl's boyfriend and happily ever after.

but the sad thing is. that isn't just some made up story. things like that do actually happen nowadays. and its kinda sad.

i guess in a way. it is partially personally true to me. sadly, all my girl friends are pretty and cool and well, i kinda am the brains and the jock within the circle. all the guys are my friends but they never are interested in me. always the other girls. i'm not sad or angry or whatever. but a guy once in a while being just a plain old flirt is nice. LOL.

i got into the debate team. the topic was Is Science a Threat to Humanity?

I was on the governments team. with akmal, marco, and izzat. versus the opposition team. Tanya, Eloise, Fairuz and Gina. i was like crap. i'm on a team with three guys and i'm against four girls. the truth was. i wanted to be with the other girls. but i couldnt change positions so i stuck to it. and then because i'm closer to marco than akmal or izzat. rumors fly like crazy that i'm with marco! LIKE WTH?!?!?!?!

wwhere did that come from? like hello?

but i wanna be the better person so i'm letting this slip. i dont wanna pick a fight. i dont wanna fight. so i'm holding my peace.

rEVOLution party is here. lotsa people going. so i feel like not going but then if i dont go , i might miss the chance of seeing him and pleasing and praising the man upstairs. sigh. what should i do?

anyways, i got all my projects started already. home economics, history ang geography. i hope i excel in them.

OH SPEAKING OF EXCELLING!!!! I GOT A'S FOR NEARLY ALL MY SUBJECTS!!!!!!!!!

its my exams. hehe. i'm so proud of me self. hehehehe.

loving yourself and those you want,
joyce