Friday, March 13, 2009

i got my self in, i get my self out

you know those cliche love story of how this girl falls for the super popular guy and just happens that the girl is best friends with the hottest girl? and then the plot is hot girl and hot guy date and plain girl watches and stands all alone and then one day or rather slowly the hot guy starts to like plain girl and then hot girl turns into a total bitch and then in the end the hot girl and plain girl are good friends again and the guy becomes the plain girl's boyfriend and happily ever after.

but the sad thing is. that isn't just some made up story. things like that do actually happen nowadays. and its kinda sad.

i guess in a way. it is partially personally true to me. sadly, all my girl friends are pretty and cool and well, i kinda am the brains and the jock within the circle. all the guys are my friends but they never are interested in me. always the other girls. i'm not sad or angry or whatever. but a guy once in a while being just a plain old flirt is nice. LOL.

i got into the debate team. the topic was Is Science a Threat to Humanity?

I was on the governments team. with akmal, marco, and izzat. versus the opposition team. Tanya, Eloise, Fairuz and Gina. i was like crap. i'm on a team with three guys and i'm against four girls. the truth was. i wanted to be with the other girls. but i couldnt change positions so i stuck to it. and then because i'm closer to marco than akmal or izzat. rumors fly like crazy that i'm with marco! LIKE WTH?!?!?!?!

wwhere did that come from? like hello?

but i wanna be the better person so i'm letting this slip. i dont wanna pick a fight. i dont wanna fight. so i'm holding my peace.

rEVOLution party is here. lotsa people going. so i feel like not going but then if i dont go , i might miss the chance of seeing him and pleasing and praising the man upstairs. sigh. what should i do?

anyways, i got all my projects started already. home economics, history ang geography. i hope i excel in them.

OH SPEAKING OF EXCELLING!!!! I GOT A'S FOR NEARLY ALL MY SUBJECTS!!!!!!!!!

its my exams. hehe. i'm so proud of me self. hehehehe.

loving yourself and those you want,
joyce